Life.

I’m so stressed out about school. I have so much to do in such little time and I wish I could just take a week off to have alone time for once

I worry about worrying..

Since i am such an idiot

I’ll always hurt people I care about

That I’m useless

Everyone thinks I’m popular, smart, that i have a great family and that I’m always happy and I try to make them keep thinking that. But that’s not true at all and it’s getting harder to keep that believable, my family yells at me all the time, I’m having a lot of trouble in school and all my friends are starting to get really mean to me and I don’t know what to do to fix that

I worry that my parents like my sister more than me

I am always very suicidal and I self harm really bad but I can’t tell anyone or get help

I’m in grade 10 and I feel like if I don’t get a gf before I graduates , I’ll be single forever.

I went to my friends birthday party last night. There were only girls there, and I when I went home, I realized I was the only person who left and everyone else slept over and didn’t invite me. I felt so excluded.

I feel like everything’s hopeless.

Infertility runs in my family, basically all my aunts have it, and my parents had trouble with me. I’m worried I won’t be able to have kids when I get older.

I’m scared of me.

I’m Still Questioning If I’m Heterosexual Or Bisexual And IDK What People Will Think If They Think I’m Bi

i worried i might die

I pray to God- and I’m not religious- that my generation won’t be like this in the future….. It’s like not being straight is cool suddenly! It’s not!

Sometimes I feel like I’m really ready to reach out and talk to somebody about how I’m feeling, and so I try to talk to my mom. But she cuts me off and shuts me down and says “I’m trying to understand” but she won’t let me finish a sentence without butting in with a “it’s the hormones” or “its normal” or “its all in your head”.

It terrifies me how quickly I can get sick of someone. I can all of a sudden just stop having feelings about someone. I’m constantly hurting people because of it and I don’t want to do it again.

It’s time to go back to school and I’m going to grade 10 this year I’m so nervous for online courses this year I’m freaking out about it and is nervous as ever