I don’t know how to cope, with anything. Everything seems to be moving too fast. Like my life is a movie on fast forward. I don’t like it. I thought I wanted to grow up and be independent and stuff but now I realize life is pretty hard. I don’t know if I can deal with all the changes and curve balls life throws my way. I’m only 15 but I can’t stop thinking about how much is changing.

I use to think I was pretty the way I was until my parents told me I was the dirtiest looking one in my class just because I don’t ware makeup and do my hair up nice. And now I always look in the mirror and ask my self why do I look this way, why am I ugly, why can’t I look like the pretty girls in my class. I always have those questions on my mind and they just won’t go away, I hope this doesn’t lead to depression or anxiety.

I’m scared of high school everyone looks at you while you walk down the halls and all your thinking is I don’t wanna be here.

Love.

That I will never find a friend, I have no one.

I’m failing math and close to failing science.

Worried that I am going to grow old all alone.

My sister cuts

I will lose the ones I love

That I’ll never be happy

My body will never be how I want.

My friend and I got into a fight because of my trust issues and he told me that he’s extremely suicidal

I won’t get to graduate

I worry that I’ll never actually be happy and I’ll never be able to be in a committed relationship with someone because my ex really fooled me up

My mom keeps at me to get a job, I’m just not emotionally ready yet , I will when I gain confidence and when I feel better

I worry that I’m trapped in my relationship because I don’t want to hurt his feelings

I have really bad teeth and I am very over weight. I have really bad anxiety because of this and I get so nervous to the point where I break down and cry. I’m losing all of my so called “friends” because of my anxiety and my overall appearance. I am afraid I may never find a good friend to tell all of my problems too. I hope my new councillor will help me cope.

I’m worried I am going to hurt myself

I’m almost 200 pounds and I’m 5’10. Being really tall in a junior high where girls will tear you up about the way you look sucks!!! I’m socially anxious and depressed! I feel like a social outcast even though I have many friends!! Ugh! My life is a living hell.

I am so sad all the time it’s got to the point that in physically sick