i feel like im wasting my time , trying to get into a relationship.
Category : Bocal de tracas
I no longer have the energy to be me and people always point out that I’ve changed.. I don’t know what to do anymore!
That high school is killing my creativity.
Most people I know are aware I cut but they don’t know what I use and I’m scared someone will find my blades
There are these people at my school and one of them are a pretty mean bully They purposely do things and make it look like an accident
I feel like everything that’s ever happened to me is all my fault and I could have prevented it all by being different than I am
I’m worried that one day my anxiety and panic is going to become too much for my boyfriend to handle and he’s going to leave me.
It was a hard day at school, I knew it was coming when I smelt the alcohol, and the next thing I heard was “17 years and you’re still a joke”
Everything’s changing and I’m not quite sure I like it.
I worry about disappointing my parents they seem to never be happy with what I do and what makes me happy! This makes me upset
I find it really hard to sleep at night, no matter what. When I’m not distracited by friends or technology or homework I can’t stop over thinking and I get these intrusive thoughts that I know aren’t real but I still believe them.
I came out to my mom as bisexual and she says it’s just a phase. Part of me wants to cry because I feel like she doesn’t want me to be gay, but another part wants to be angry because she doesn’t understand.
I’m scared that everyone hate me! I’m scared that I can’t do anything good I’m scared that I’m not good enough
My friends talking about me behind my back when I’m not around
Trying new things scare me.
I worry that it’s my fault that all my past ” friends ” turned out not to be my friends, but in fact the people that did and still tend to do, destroy me mentally and even sometimes physically. And worst of all I think I am lossing my friends that I have had for over a year! That’s the longest friendship yet. I worry its my fault.
That I will never be “normal”
Going to school with pimples on my face
That I’ll always feel like this
Being bullied in high school because I’m gay