I can’t sleep. I can’t eat. I can’t get out of bed in the morning. I feel like my depression is taking over my life. It’s driving me crazy. I don’t feel like trying anymore.
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I’m so alone
My gender identity is something I’ve thought a lot about. I live in a small town where people wouldn’t really understand. I’ve told my parents and a few close friends but the thought of coming out to everyone scares me and I think about it so much I sometimes wanna crawl under my covers and never leave.
I’m worried people will treat me differently if they find out about my depression
(sorry for my english i live in Europe) So the past 2 weeks or so, i have slowly decided to eat less/almost nothing, the only thing i ate was dinner and a little amount of lunch, and after lunch i tried to throw up several times, no success doe. Everytime i go past a mirror i think i’m ugly or fat. I think about food and how terrible food is all the time….I really don’t know what to do.(male)
Not knowing who I am and being too easily influenced and pressured. I have no limits as to what to do because I don’t care about anything so I don’t care about what I do.
I worry that I will end up with a man when really I am know I am a lesbian.
That I could’ve prevented my best friend’s suicide
My future
Disappointing my friends, parents, and my boyfriend because I am a terrible person
I hate how people say being gay is just a phase
When my mom always misunderstands me and she gets angry all the time
Everyone in my class got invited to a birthday party but me and I am worried about being accepted by my classmates I don’t think I am because no one every talks or sits next to me and I am always left out
my class will find out why I was actually in hospital
Work is stressing me out. It’s nice to have extra money but having a job makes me feel really adult, and while that’s good sometimes the idea of growing up scares me.
I worry that I will be alone forever and will never find those close true friends I always wish I had..
I’m just not myself anymore 🙁 I lost interest in everything
Before I go places I’m always anxious that I will get dizzy or overwhelmed while I’m there.
I hate my anxiety. I refuse to take my meications because they make me feel like a zombie and thats not who I wannt to be. A dra is my medicine.. it helps me do my daily activities not completly anxiety – less but I feel myself . I worry that my anxiety will never go away I strugle every morning to get up and I always wake up crying for no reason. If I have a dra im able to pull myself together, I dont like to be dependent on it but its what helps me best and I worry that ill never be able to just wake up with a smile for once and go on about my day without it. I dont ever crave for it but when im depressed or anxious I cant calm down without it and im so easy to trigger into being anxious or depressed because my mind is always so jumble with memories and I take everything to heart. Its so hard to juggle everything in my life. Eveyday is another obtscle to set me back a step
Why this app doesn’t have any information on gender identity….