i think i might kill myself before something good happens to me .. but nothing good ever happens

I feel like I’m growing apart from my friends and that everyone is ignoring me

I live in such a small place and we have a small school with small people and they all have close minds and I can’t stand it. I need to get out I want to leave, I could do so much better somewhere else but I’m stuck here.

I’m worried no one will ever love me….I’m a lesbian, and girls tell me they like me then when I try they say they can’t/won’t be with me…they make me fall for them them then they hurt me and Idek anymore

my parents

Boyfriend

Coming out to my family and their judgement/reactions.

I worry I have an STD because I had sex with a guy who is a player.

I’ll never figure out what I want to grow up to be.

That I won’t have a good job when I get older and will struggle in life

That my friends and family hate me

That I’ll never be able to stop cutting.

I will never get over social anxiety

I worry my parents won’t understand how bad my anxiety is and will just say I’m full of crap

Feeling like I’m not worthy of anything anymore. I’ve lost all hope

My Depression is going to win

My whole family calls me fat and they have given me a poor body image

I’m scared of growing up, I don’t want to be alone.

Im worried my social anxiety is going to be the reason I fail this summer

I think I have an anxiety issue but I’m not sure These panic attacks happen a lot so It must be anxiety