The baby project for school is just making me panic even more

My parents are more busy with their new partners they don’t give me any attention I’m sinking further away from them everyday It hurts … Thought they loved me more

I’m self harming and its getting worse and worse. I’ve attempted suicide four times and I want to get better but I can’t and nothing helps I don’t know what to do I can’t live this life anymore :/ I wanna kill myself.

Letting my parents down

I’m beginning to think I’m bisexual what should I do Also I only get attracted to people I have a close relationship with That’s demisexual And if I am I don’t think my parents will aprov especially my dad he might get angry at mom because when something goes wrong he blames it on her And I’m scared HELP?!

Everybody says that in the quiet one, I should talk more, I’m the shy one, but they don’t know why. When I try to talk to some of my friends ignore me, when I’m talking someone interrupts me but… I love just hanging out with my 5 best friends! They’re my life! ( besides family and school) when I’m sad they’re there when I’m mad or happy or whateve. how can I get people to not think that I’m not a shy person?

I’m worried of what they’ll think

My friends will find out that I’m weak

Will it ever get better?

I’ve been having a lot of panic attacks lately and I don’t know what to do. I feel so alone and useless. I’m afraid that I’m going to feel like this forever. I can’t stop crying and I’m soon giving up.

My current boyfriend is so amazing, I worry every day that my baggage will make him wanna leave. I feel like I need him. And without him id be lost.

I’m worried that I’ll remain indecisive about the decisions I make regarding my future… And that this will lead to going nowhere

I’m worried about losing the ability to cope again.

I’m thirteen and I worry about my appearance and I have bad anxiety when it comes to being alone in public. Confusing I know. I hate walking around in school without a friend by my side. I always think people are judging me and pointing out all my flaws. Waking up is an intense struggle for me. I wanna die but I don’t want to be the one to take my life. I can’t cut anymore because I need something stronger. Smoking isn’t helpful either. Plus I can’t risk smelling like smoke and having my parents find out. I dont know how to become the girl people admire when she walks past in the halls and it’s killing me inside…

I think I have bipolar disorder but I have no way of going to the doctor about it. My parents don’t want me on medication for it, but I just want some kind of reassurance that this isn’t how I’m supposed to feel

I worry that I will have to much anxiety and not want to go to school

I’m worried that I’m putting to much pressure on my boyfriend about me being suicidle, depressed, and having anxiety. he says it’s fine but I’m scared he’s becoming annoyed or doesn’t wanna hear about it. I feel so bad

I want to cut again but I don’t want to get caught. I feel depressed in school. I rather get hit by a train than be at school.

My friend s are being jerks there is this game and every one plays it I’m bad and they bass popularity on that can any buddy help?

*I feel like I’m trapped inside a box. A box with no emotion. I feel no emotion and it makes me worry that I’ll just completely zone out and no one will be able to wake me up. I try to beat down the walls of this stupid box but me and my words just sit there inclosed with barley enough oxygen to breath. I feel nothing and then all of a sudden ill just sit there and bawl my eyes out FOR NO APPARENT REASON. People are just like “get over yourself and stop crying” and I feel, and oh hell do I feel like yelling back with all this anger “don’t you think if I could I would?!” They just don’t understand. But then I go back to this no emotion me and try not to think as much yet that pretty much always makes it worse. *