If Only she knew I loved her … But I’m a girl and I can’t tell her :/

I’m worried that my best FREIND don’t care about me 🙁

I’ve been feeling really down lately, and I’m worried Im gonna do something I’ll regret.

That in the summer my my friends family will see my scars when I’m invited to swim with them.

I can’t open up to the social worker. I’m scared I’ll hurt myself because I can’t tell her how I feel.

i can’t talk to anyone how i feel inside because i have trust problems and sacred they will judge who i really am. it’s all building up inside and I’m soon not going to be able to take it anymore

I worry I won’t be liked in high school I only have like 4 or 5 friends I hang out with in school and I wish I was like all the popular girls but I will never be one of the “popular girls”

About my family situation at home.

I’ve been with my girlfriend for about eight months the first month she showed a lot of affection towards me she knows that I love affection so when she sees that she’s upset me she’ll give me a compliment so she won’t have to deal with me when I show affection to her she doesn’t show affection to me so now it feels like a chore

Listen, I am suffering like that too. I know how you feel. I assume we are both going through a difficult time now but seriously, the cowards way out isn’t the option you need to choose. There are plenty of people who care about you. I can give you my number if you ever need to call me.

I make my boyfriend worry over the things I say and it’s really bugging me

My friends will find out that I’m weak

My dog is the only thing that’s keeping me here.

I worry that my loved ones will die sometime soon, because I will never be ready for it.

I’m worried my best friend is going to kill themselves and I’m worried that they’re gonna go and leave me and everybody and they’re in too deep to help themselves anymore. they won’t go to councilling anyways no matter what I do I can’t help them and I’m scared to lose them and I’m so selfish saying that I’m the one that’s gonna be in pain when it’s not me it’s them.

Why can’t my life be over? I wish I could get a serious illness to die from, I don’t want to have a painful death. I do not want to suffer. But then I feel selfish for all the individuals fighting for their lives, and for my family, but why couldn’t they be happy for me and just say, “she’s finally where she wanted to be” Six years, six years in and out of hospitals, off and on medications. Will my life always be like this? I don’t want to cause pain to myself because I experience enough pain in my everyday life, that’s why I want it to end. Will an overdose make me suffer?

I worry about my relationship

I worry that I’m gonna be targeted when his suspensions over

I turn my head away when I pass any mirror, and I limit the amount of times I open my eyes in the shower. I want to cry when I see my reflection

That ill love my whole life feeling this way