I’m so tired.
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I worry that my friends don’t care how I feel
That no one will love me because of my instability
What about when I’m older and I reach a difficult point? What if I relapse into my old ways
That ill never be strong enough to cope with my emotions
I don’t trust anyone whole-heartley. There is no one I know that I would tell everything to . I feel bottled up because of my lack of trust
im worried im developing a eating disorder
Lately, I’ve been feeling very alone. I feel like I don’t have anyone here for me, when I know I do. My ex boyfriend led me on and made me fall for him all over again, then he made out with this girl at a party and talks to her and says the same things to her that he said to me. and on top of all of that, my grades are dropping and I know my parents aren’t happy with it and they aren’t proud of me like they use to be. I think that has to do with my friends as well, and I feel like breaking down. I don’t know what to do. also I want to call kids help phone but don’t want my parents knowing and I don’t know what to do about it. 🙁
That my sister wont graduate because my family has an outstanding mental illness history and I struggled through high school myself and dropped out. But I never gave up, Im 20 now and I graduated I really want her to succeed and I love her so much, shes so smart and shes even in advanced math.. she can do this…. I wish holy heart would be waay more supportive to thier students. .
Not wearing a bathing suit because people will see my scars
I hate myself and my life and I’m so sad but nobody cares.
I’m afraid I’m not good enough, I’m afraid that I’ll never be good enough. My sadness is not for attention. I want help, but I’m too scared to ask for it. Some days I can’t make myself get out of bed. My sadness overwhelms me and I know that I’ll never be good enough. I won’t be pretty, or skinny or even worth loving. I’m scared one day I’ll fall victim to my own sadness and that I won’t be able to walk away from the pain I fell. If I fall again, I’m not sure I’ll get back up.
I’m worried I’ll never get better. I’m worried I’ll continue to feel the way I do, day in and day out. I want to seek professional help, but there’s people out there in a worse condition than I. They need the help more than I do.
People always make fun of me, for everything, from my sexual orientation, to my weight, I’m 6’1″, but I’m almost 300lbs of pure fat, no muscle.
I’m worried that I’m pitied , not loved.
Once my boyfriend leaves me. I’m going to start cutting again…..
Ok so my boyfriend has this thing where he likes to run off with his friends and leave me. I always feel left out and that he’s to good for me. What do I do?
I want to be straight, not Bi!
I want to be straight, not Bi!
I’m not going to get anywhere in life , so is there really a point of me? Being alive & using resources that other people that actually deserve it could use.