Anxiety….cancer

I think I have a eatting disorder and idk what to do

I have panic attacks when I think about school I have panic attacks when I’m home from my parents yelling at me, telling me to talk to them, but, every time I try they say don’t worry about it or interrupt me. Plus my dad says that my anxiety and depression are bullshit and that I need to smarten up…

Whenever I’m around a lot of other people my age, and I hear them talking, it makes me feel like I’m 20 years older than I am, maybe because my views on things and those of others are so different….. Am I the only one who wishes that people would actually do things for themselves and not wait for people to do it for them? For people to actually do something with themselves? I always feel like I’m in my own bubble, completely separate from everyone else.

It’s just at school I’m getting picked on by every little thing, and every little thing hurts more and more. I say something I’m proud of then I get tore down. I lost all my friends so everything that gets thrown at me I’m alone to take it, no one there to stand up with me

i’m so angry all the time

i feel like everyone would be better off with me dead

I just told my mom, i might be bulimic. Im freaking out about whats next

I’m scared things are never going to get better

My friend will offer to do certain things for me that I can’t do because of my anxiety, but afterwards she seems kind of mad about it. I really don’t want her to hate me

Im so fat and my mom tells me every day how fat i am

My mom always compairs me to other people and she always says im not responsible and so and so is always studying and remebers things but the fact is im too depressed to be as good

My relationship is a mess, but I’ve been with him for so long and I feel like I’m not good enough for him anymore, and I’m trying my best to keep him in my life but he makes me feel so unwanted and ugly .. He makes me so suicidal sometimes .. I don’t know if I should keep trying or let go, either way I’ll be destroyed

I am worries when I am in school

My French presentation on Wednesday.

I feel that the decline in religion here not only in this province, but in society is spelling doom for Christendom. And as for “Diversity”, no thanks. We’ve got people of English, Irish, Scottish, French, even Spanish and Portuguese descent, not to mention our Inuit, Mètis, and First Nations brethren! Newfoundland and Canada don’t need to be diverse, because we already are. And we’ve got massive problems as is- we are in no state to accept refugees when it takes 3 months for addicts to even get an assessment for counselling. We need to check ourselves before we wreck ourselves.

im ashamed of my scares and cuts. but i don’t wanna be! their a part of who i am and i can’t change it. but im afraid that people will think in just looking for attention if try not to be ashamed of them

Whenever a teacher tells me I’m doing something wrong or not the preferred way I cry..

my parents are so over protective and controlling. they try to control my life. and yeah I now they’re parents they have the right. but I’m 14 years old. I should be able to some things freely. I can’t even give my man a gift without getting questioned. seriously and all they do is yell at me and tell me how lazy and disrespectful I am. I’m so sick of it. I can’t wait to move out.

I’m worrying for my pop’s health… Why does cancer have to exist???