I have no clue who I am. No one understands. At my age, it’s abnormal to know certain things, like your sexuality. I am bi, and I’m scared. I have a slight crush on this girl in my class. The problem? Homophobic brother. He’d beat the sh*t out of me if he found out! She’s only been in our school for two weeks.. She seems nice. But, also, I am good friends with three boys. One of them, my cousin, loves Terraria and teaches me loads about it. The second one is basically the same way! The third one, is dating my “best” friend. I can’t say best, after all the sh*t she’s put me through. I feel jealous of her, honestly. I needed to get that off my chest. I know someone, anyone, will see this, and they will know how I feel.

I cut last night……… Im worried if my parents find out again

I’m trans…. I haven’t told anybody yet because I’m too afraid

That I’ll never get better

I’m worrys about being judged and laughed at when I have to do a speech or any public speaking

I’m in grade 10 and I feel like if I don’t get a gf before I graduates , I’ll be single forever.

When the teacher FORCES you to read in class. I become anxious

*I feel like I’m trapped inside a box. A box with no emotion. I feel no emotion and it makes me worry that I’ll just completely zone out and no one will be able to wake me up. I try to beat down the walls of this stupid box but me and my words just sit there inclosed with barley enough oxygen to breath. I feel nothing and then all of a sudden ill just sit there and bawl my eyes out FOR NO APPARENT REASON. People are just like “get over yourself and stop crying” and I feel, and oh hell do I feel like yelling back with all this anger “don’t you think if I could I would?!” They just don’t understand. But then I go back to this no emotion me and try not to think as much yet that pretty much always makes it worse. *

Sometimes people just need to learn to take advice, and to see and understand views other than theirs.

I wish people had grit again….

In scared that I’m not as good as all the other girls, and that I’m going to be left or cheated on for someone better then me..

I don’t want to go to grad, I don’t have a date, no one wants to go with me

I don’t want to move away next year I want to take a year off but my family will be disappointed in me

I’m worried the bully’s will never stop

I would rather play with kids then people my own age, I still like toys

I act like a kid even tho I’m graduating but I like it

I’m not ready to move out on my own yet

Family.

IM GAY!!!!!!!!!

I really wish we could go back to the old days…… When people had spines and weren’t afraid to work or to say exactly what they thought.