About the boats tying up.

I dint know what it is but I always have these thoughts that I have to do something really stupid (example: switch the lights on and off 11 times before I leave the room) and if I don’t do it then something bad will happen (example: a loved one will pass.) sometimes I try to avoid doing these tasks but it brings a lot of anxiety on me:(

i worried i might die

I am worried about my test next week. 🙁

I’m sick of trying to be happy

i tell my friends im sad and i dont feel good about myself and they think its a joke and say “same” or ” me too” or they just move past the subject. and its really hard when you have no one to talk to.

when i do one thing wrong, i feel really worthless. it dosnt matter if ive done many things right. its the worst feeling, i feel so bad about myself.

i feel like everyones always judging me, thats why i dont talk much.

I feel really anxious right now! I hate going to school so much. I just feel so sad and alone

that I look and act like a kid.

Whenever my friends don’t text back in our group chat right away I’m afraid they have a different group chat without me where they talk about how dumb I am.

I feel like everything that’s ever happened to me is all my fault and I could have prevented it all by being different than I am

I’m fat

I’m scared that I will never have any friends while I live in this small town, there’s only 100 kids in my school and I can’t relate to anyone, I’ve lived here for four years and I don’t hang out with anybody. I’ve talked to people and tried to socialize but it just doesn’t work… I think I might have add but my mom doesn’t want me to have it so she doesn’t accept it, and my mom always shoves Christianity in my face when I’m agnostic.

im worried that if i open up to much to my friends they will leave like everyone else

I don’t know if I want to live with my mom or dad

I feel like my boyfriend don’t want to be with me anymore because of my depressed and my anxiety and also because of me cutting myself

I’m 14 and my boyfriend really wants to have sex with me. I feel like I’m ready but I don’t want to get pregnant or get sti’s!

I’m depressed and my friend doesn’t know. I don’t know if she would like me that same if she knew that I’m NEVER happy, it’s all just fake!

I like this guy, and I think he likes my back! But he has a girlfriend and I don’t want to get in the way of that! I really don’t know what to do:((