I have so many friends but I feel so alone

I’m afraid that I might never get out of this cycle. The cycle of feeling good/okay for two days and then really/moderately bad for three or four.

I’m afraid when my only friend isn’t at school and I don’t know where I’ll sit or how to act. My social anxiety goes through the roof whenever this happens

My grandmother passed away back a few months ago. She was practically another mother to me and I grew up with her. I don’t know how to deal with my emotions, or how to stop worrying so much about her. I always wonder ” Is she safe? Or ” Is she okay?” And “Is she out of her pain?” I don’t know how to deal with the situation. Everyday it gets worse and worse.

My future and if I will grow up to be ok.

I worry about war and what’s happening around the world.

School

I worry a guy will take advantage of me

I worry that I’ll never figure out where I’m going in life. I graduated last year and started university but quit. I never get along with my parents anymore and I can’t afford to move out. I worry that nothing will work out for me and I’ll be a failure

Burning my birthday cake

I’m worried that I won’t be good enough for anyone, especially him. I want to feel pretty.

My parents comparing me to friends

I’ll break down and won’t be able to get back on my feet

I messed up with the guy I like and now I think he hates me

This too shall pass!

Everything just makes me more upset

I worry that everything I do is wrong and when I do something right nobody realizes it

I’m just scared I will have a panic attack anywhere for no reason

Wonce i graduat i will forever be alone

My best friend has this girl that has his eye on. I told him to go after her and he did and I think she likes him too but lately he’s been really distant with me and I know I shouldn’t be jealous but I can’t lose him. He’s one of the only bit of happiness I have in life and he barely even talks to me anymore. I have no point in living if we stop being friends