You’ll never be perfect as your friends

Everything

I don’t know why everything is blamed on me

Life is stressful and hard and sometimes I don’t know how to deal with it all.

The end of the world.

People just assume you are lazy when your marks drop by more than 15% in school in not even 2 months, did you ever think i struggle with just trying to live and that comes before my marks?

Literally nervous about almost everything

I’m sick and tired of my parents telling me what cant say to them and then they turn around and say it all back to me! If they want me to treat them good, they should do the same to me!

Forever alone

That my parents won’t accept me when/if I ever come out as a transboy, or an athiest. We always argue because they don’t want their only daughter to be a boy because I asked to cut my hair. I wish they’d understand the burning hatred I have for my body and femininity.

My marks are getting really low and I’m studying and trying really hard but nothings working, then when I look back over my test I see that I made the simplest mistakes. The only reason most of my marks are 75 or more is because of assignments but what happens when teachers stop giving assignments?

I’m failing a class. I study and make notes but I just fail the test. I can’t remember anything and I’m really stressed out.

That I’ll never live up to my expectations

I’m scared that my stepmom might get violent with me and I feel really scared around her but I don’t want my dad to know because he’s really happy with her and I’m scared I might screw up their relationship and my dad might hate for it but I am really scared when I’m around her and I really think he should know and my psychologist had to call child services or something and now I am really on edge because he will aventually know and I don’t want him to get mad because I love him

Ever wonder why the Greek god Atlas was held with the burden of holding the world up alone? There are 2 stories about him, the first saying that he was punished to hold up the world, the second saying that he was given the responsibility to hold the world up. What if Atlas really represents all of us working together, and you get to choose if that’s a punishment or a responsibility! Well I’ll choose it as a responsibility and say that we will work together as one, but as one we are many

I worry I won’t be liked in high school I only have like 4 or 5 friends I hang out with in school and I wish I was like all the popular girls but I will never be one of the “popular girls”

I can’t and I won’t stop cutting…

I’m the only girl in my school, who doesn’t have a date to prom. I’m worried im not good enough. And worried that on prom day i will made fun of.

My “best friend” is more concerned about herself than anyone else. She’s constantly cutting me off, putting others down, complaining about petty problems, ect. I don’t have the courage to tell her that I don’t want to be around that behaviour because I’m afraid and very worried that no one else will want to be my friend.. I’d rather have a crappy friend than no friend

Im stopping talking because tou cant say anything you are not supposed to if you dont. If i get better from depression i will talk and smaile again. My life will never be the same. It has not been the same scence the first hit nine years ago