I need to be a better person.

I am questioning my sexuality a lot. I used to think I’m asexual because about two months ago I didn’t feel actracted to people, then i started being atracted to EVERYONE.(Not every individual, every gender.) Now I’m thinking that I’m pansexual.

My family will completely fall apart… My sister got pregnant at 16 and got kicked out of my house, my other step sister completely stopped contacting us, my mom is depressed and my dad has anger issues..

I’ve been best friends with this guy for years and I fallen in love with him I’m afraid to lose him has a friend but more afraid to lose him to someone else but I’m more afraid he Dosent feel the same way about me and I worry about it everyday

I have a boyfriend and he has been goin over to this girls house with all his buddys …. But the thing is he used to like this girl and it makes me very worried to think of them together

I wish I could talk to some of the people on here

im ashamed of my scares and cuts. but i don’t wanna be! their a part of who i am and i can’t change it. but im afraid that people will think in just looking for attention if try not to be ashamed of them

I’m worried that if I don’t get a boyfriend soon I never will. I am in grade 11 and have never kissed a boy. All my friends have boyfriends but I don’t know any guys that would be interested in me.

Exams

The future

I’m afraid to sleep because I’m afraid I will stop breathing

I’ve been having urges to cut again. I’ve gone 4 months I don’t want to ruin my clean streak but it’s hard.

I seen a girl n I wan holla

That my numbness to human emotion will drive my boyfriend away

About the boats tying up.

I feel like my friends don’t include me in anything

I finally figured it out. I worry to go to someone for help. so I need someone to come to me . Like a teacher. Teachers should care about their students. Teachers don’t care about their students.

I want to talk to someone about what’s wrong but it’s hard because I don’t even understand what is wrong with me.

I’ve been sexually assaulted by my brother and now I’m afriad to even kiss my boyfriend I know I’m only 14 but still it’s scary to think my boyfriend might do something he’s a sweet guy but that doesn’t mean he won’t do it and I’m really scared

I don’t know how to talk to people about my feelings unless I send it in a late night facebook message. I give myself time to overthink how the person will respond. I’m bad with talking about feelings face to face. I need help with that.