i worried i might die

I pray to God- and I’m not religious- that my generation won’t be like this in the future….. It’s like not being straight is cool suddenly! It’s not!

Sometimes I feel like I’m really ready to reach out and talk to somebody about how I’m feeling, and so I try to talk to my mom. But she cuts me off and shuts me down and says “I’m trying to understand” but she won’t let me finish a sentence without butting in with a “it’s the hormones” or “its normal” or “its all in your head”.

It terrifies me how quickly I can get sick of someone. I can all of a sudden just stop having feelings about someone. I’m constantly hurting people because of it and I don’t want to do it again.

It’s time to go back to school and I’m going to grade 10 this year I’m so nervous for online courses this year I’m freaking out about it and is nervous as ever

My dad yells a lot. But then he’s all nice and cuddly and says he loves me. He seems to always blame stuff on me, even though I do the most in the house. I love him, bUT something feels wrong. He yells athe me, my mom, and my brother and I can never seem to stop crying. But then he says sorry and hugs us and I say I forgive him and a part of me that I hate does. I don’t know what this is.

I’m worried that I’m going no where

My boyfriend of a year and a half had sex with me and 2 hours later broke up with me. I feel used. I feel like I’m not good enough for anything.

Being accepted because I’m gay.

That my dad will die of alcoholism.

I want to ask for help but I’m afraid my parents will brush it off and say theres nothing wrong with me, or I’ll be called an attention seeker.

Passing my midterms

That my best friend will find out I’m having sex with her brother

I worry that I won’t pass my exams and I’ll make my parents disappointed

I worry that people will judge me if/when they find out about my bipolar disorder.

I’m worried about my exam grades and how my parents will react

That my friend doesn’t trust me.

That I’ll disapoint my parents and the people that believe in me

Failing high school

Im loosing all my confidence.., it feels terrible