If Only she knew I loved her … But I’m a girl and I can’t tell her :/

I’m worried that I will lose someone soon that I love

I over think.. Everything.. And so with that basically I always cry ,yield to sleep at night.. I’m worried about this..

My boyfriends depression is tearing him apart but every effort I make to try and make him happy just makes him so sad. I feel like I’m completely giving my everything I just want him to feel okay but it seems like it doesn’t matter how hard I try it’s never going to help. I just feel so helpless.

That I will not be able to give my child the life they deserve cause I can’t even take care my own

I missed that much school in over two months either skips off or just ain’t feeling like going because knowing how the people are there making fun over stuff that has happened and coming home everyday almost because anxiety attacks… Stuff is pretty scary for a lot of us

Exams

I’m scared my best friend is going to pick her new boyfriend over me when I’ve been here forever

I’m usually a happy and positive person but I haven’t always been and I’ve cut many times, I’ve wanted to die so many times taking pills and then trying to throw them up and almost jumping but breaking down, and I’ve been doing better but now I get really anxious in school and I shake way more than normal, I thought I was going to have a panic attack today, and I have so much on my plate. I am always alone and I feel like when I’m in a crowd in still alone. I’m a social person but so far in school I usually sit alone and talk to no one and I don’t know what’s happening to me. I’m scared of what I’m going to do next

I worry that my mom thinks my depression is just me wanting attention.

School.

I cut sometimes but I’m afraid what my friends will think of me

I hate that my boyfriend goes to one schoo and I go to another. I’m always alone at lunch because my friends go with their boyfriends. so I just lock myself in a stall and don’t come out until lunch is over. they never ask where I was

So my sister has a friend and her brother is a year younger then me and he is really nice kind and cute and very good looking so I got the friend to ask him out for me and he said maybe I will think about so he ended up say he wants to be single for a while so can I ask him again in while though

I’m starting a new school tomorrow. I don’t think I’ve ever been so scared

I started talking to this guy and he is kinda good friends with my ex’s ex who is also my friend and I feel like they talk about me as soon as I walk away.

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I feel like everyone hates me

I’m sick of trying to be happy

I live in a small town where everybody knows everybody, and nothing is kept a secret and for a person with anxiety that’s one of the worse places to be. I walk around not know what to think and not knowing what others have to think about me. But I just keep walking around acting like everything is ok but really if someone was to enter my mind they would get lost in a gigantic maze of unnessisary thoughts that should never be thought of by someone my age. It has gotten so bad that some nights when I walk down the road all alone I here voices and walking behind me but when I turn around I see that nobody is there, it is just another part of the maze, so I take a deep breath and walk on and hope that, that will be the last of the maze but really its just a dead end and I’m struggling to find my way out