I feel like ill never get friends everyday i feel left out To things in school

I want to tell my mom about my mental health issues but I’m too scared of what would happen next.

I’m afraid of judgement of others , i’m going to therapy but i’m still afraid no one will believe that i have anxiety.

I’m worried that no one will believe how much I’m hurting and brush it off as attention seeking or lies

That my “friends” talk about me when I am not there.

That my best friend has read my texts and knows I have talked about her.

I try to act funny and cool I guess around my crush but turns out I just look and sound plain stupid…

I’m worried about everything and everyone except myself

That I will never have a boyfriend

Everything

Everything is going down hill. I’m worried that my boyfriend is going to leave me because I’m not very mentally or emotionally stable. I’m worried about everything.

I’m worried that you’ll give up on me.

I just wanna be happy again

I’m worried I’ll be alone all my life

I feel like everything is slowly falling apart and there is nothing I can do

I worry that my anxiety is going to be the thing that makes my boyfriend leave me.

My pop died today

Everyone says my boyfriend deserves better than me, I know it isn’t true but everyone saying it is really making it seem true

Im scared of pushing my best friend away. Ive started picking out her flaws. I cant help it. And i dont want to, all she does it complain.

Sometimes I honestly think that if I killed myself, everything would get better. Then I worry about how everyone else would react. Sometimes I think they wouldn’t care and other times I do. It just confuses me and I don’t know how to handle it!