im worryed when i go out in public places some ones going to hurt me or kill me.

Everyday all I do is worry about my health

My cousin who is supposedly my best friend is too embarrassed to be around me or be in pictures with me. She even said that if we weren’t cousins she wouldn’t have anything to do with me. I’m afraid I’m loosing her to some other girls at school who she’s getting close with. She is hanging out with them more and she doesn’t invite me or ask to hang out. I have nobody else.

what if no one ever falls in love with me..

I’m trying so hard not to cut right now

I showed my parents my scars. I can’t stop shaking now

Feeling anxious

When the teacher FORCES you to read in class. I become anxious

Everyone blames me for the death of there friend, I blame me too

I’m worry if keep my window open all night that someone would come in and kill me

I’m worried that when I get older, I won’t bee able to have kids, I have menstrual issues.

I wish I could switch lives with someone else

I’m constantly afraid I’ll have a panic attack, even when there is nothing to be dressed about

im worried that if i open up to much to my friends they will leave like everyone else

I’m worried that I’m not hurting enough to seek help with depression, and nobody will believe me if I tell them.

I’m locked in my basement and I’m not aloud to talk to anyone or even talk out loud. I’m never aloud to leave the basement or the house and when I try to get out or talk(maybe even to myself) I get hit.

I’m interested in a guy but he doesn’t know I’m deppresed… What if he sees my scars and starts to hate me..

i think i might kill myself before something good happens to me .. but nothing good ever happens

I feel like I’m growing apart from my friends and that everyone is ignoring me

I live in such a small place and we have a small school with small people and they all have close minds and I can’t stand it. I need to get out I want to leave, I could do so much better somewhere else but I’m stuck here.