I only feel good after i cried for hours and have nothing left in me . When my breathing is heavy and im in the dark because only a half of me is down and my pain is what makes me better. I cant stand to see someone elses because i feel pain every day. I dont want anyone to start. I used to love life and smile every second now I do a fake smile so people dont worry. I have a heavy feeling in my chest but i wear a fake smile and try to hold my head up high to be diying inside

I worry way too much..

I worry that I won’t be successful in life.

is she talking behind my back

I won’t get to see my boyfriend for a while and I’m afraid he’s going to get tiered of being with me. I really love him a lot…. I’d be devestated

I’m worried that things won’t ever get better

I’m pansexual and my parents believe some people are “too young to decide if they’re gay or not”. They always say it’s fine if one of their kids are gay but they really don’t act like it. They are Christians and I’m agnostic, and I try to hint at them that I don’t believe in God, but they just reply with “you need to go to church more”. I’m scared I’ll never be able to come out, tell them my beliefs, and don’t have to worry about them judging me.

i got cheated on last night

I have no clue who I am. No one understands. At my age, it’s abnormal to know certain things, like your sexuality. I am bi, and I’m scared. I have a slight crush on this girl in my class. The problem? Homophobic brother. He’d beat the sh*t out of me if he found out! She’s only been in our school for two weeks.. She seems nice. But, also, I am good friends with three boys. One of them, my cousin, loves Terraria and teaches me loads about it. The second one is basically the same way! The third one, is dating my “best” friend. I can’t say best, after all the sh*t she’s put me through. I feel jealous of her, honestly. I needed to get that off my chest. I know someone, anyone, will see this, and they will know how I feel.

That I won’t be good enough for anyone. Not even myself…

I’m worried my parents will mind my stash of acid meth and cocaine

I’m afraid I’m not making the right decisions

Rejection from crushes

I only have a few friends and there not really good friends usually we hang out on Fridays and I just overheard them saying I was invited they don’t know I heard and I feel very left out/alone

Im worried because im not ready to move away and my mother thinks i wont do anything with my life 🙁

That I’ll give up on myself

Me and my boyfriend have been in a bad fight for days. I wanna stand for myself but I don’t wanna lose him

There’s this girl in my school and she tells everyone that she has depression and takes antidepressants every day. I overheard her in the bathroom telling one of her friends it was all a big lie. It makes me so mad that there are people like me who actually struggle with depression and self harm and she goes and lies for attention.

I worry that soon enough I’m gonna cut to deep or take to many pills and actually survive

My friend, my best friend, is most likely moving away next year. I love her so much, and she’s helped me through a lot. I don’t know what I’m gonna do without her. She’s the only one who I can be myself around, she’s one of the only people that make me actually happy. I had a vivid dream of her falling through a crack and I couldn’t save her and I don’t know if that’s my subconscious being afraid of her moving or my subconscious fixating on the fact that I don’t know what her new environment will be like so what if she can’t handle it? I dont know anymore.