School is just around the corner and my stress and angseity is starting to kick in again

People don’t understand that I have diagnosed anxiety and they still put pressure on me to do things I don’t feel comfortable doing. They say “well you have to do it sometime” or “put on your big girl shoes” , it’s like no one understands. I really want people to stop pressuring me

Famille

Getting bullyed

I am worried all loose all my friends because of the people that pick on me.. Iam afraid they’ll start hating me too because of the way I dress and the music I listen too.

Never being good enough.

I worry that my dad is going to be mad when I tell him I want to live full time with mom.

that I wont get over my ED.

That I’m just not living the life that I expected for myself !

I’m afraid that I’ll go as crazy as I feel

I’m worried that I will grow up to be a failure and never accomplish anything

I’m afraid that people will soon see me the way I see myself.

Not being able to feel normal because I’m bi sexual and I got a eating disorder am I broken?

That I’ll never be noticed but always looked through by people as if I don’t even exist, I’m just invisible.

I’m worried that I’ll start cutting again

Im afraid im gonna relapse

Everything is falling apart

I’m not good enough for my boyfriend

Everyday I worry about my sIze and being bigger than the other girls, It’s making my confidence ALOT worse everyday Why can’t I just be skinny ?

I’ve been self-harming for 3 years, and I’ve been clean for almost 4 months, and I’ve recently been craving to do it again… any advice on how to deal with the urges