I keep thinking about the past , it’s killing me

I’m in a controlled relationship, were we both have a bad substance abuse history and still do. I don’t know anymore if its love or lust.

I sometimes worry about my best friend….. I think she might get an eating disorder.

I don’t think one of my friends likes me very well… I have this weird feeling that he secretly hates me for some reason, even though I didn’t do anything

My best friend and I get in fights sometimes and she gets really rude. Whenever I try to confront her or talk about it she avoids me. So we never work out or problems and she refuses to talk about anything or be wrong so everything keeps building up and I can’t handle it. She always makes it out to be my fault when It rarely is! I just don’t know what to do anymore.

I worry that I will never be able to become a actress when I’m older because I have panic attacks when I get in front of class to speak but I really want to be a actress and I want to get over my anxiety so I can follow my dreams I never used to be scared to go in front of class until this year

My parents saw my scars and told me to grow up out of it and stop being a baby. They don’t even know or care about what’s going on in my life.

i can’t talk to anyone how i feel inside because i have trust problems and sacred they will judge who i really am. it’s all building up inside and I’m soon not going to be able to take it anymore

Pain It demands to be felt But sometimes it’s felt too strongly There comes a time when the pain becomes unbearable It begins to eat you alive It’s like a monster inside you The worst part is you can’t escape it It’s inside your head It’s in your mind It’s everywhere You try to run from it Only in the devastating realization that there’s no escaping this internal, mental pain You see this pain is more than just a scrap or a bruise from the playground This pain is in your heart Its in your mind It’s everywhere The scars on your wrists remind you of how you tried to release that pain How you ached for some sort of feeling Some sort of relief from this gut wrenching Unbearable Brutal pain. Until one day You’re gone They’ve lost you That girl who they once knew That happy little girl that they once knew is no longer there She is dead She is now just a walking corps of the human she was See that’s the thing about pain It destroys you -B. Ingram

I worry about not being happy anymore not like I use to be..

I’m worried about graduating and starting my life alone with no support from my peers or family

I worry about tomorrow, and days and days after that. I self diagnosed myself with Panic disorder, but I can’t bring myself to talk to anyone. Not even my school counsellor! I worry that they won’t be able to help me cope with self harm, suicidal thoughts, anxiety attacks, etc… 🙁 but I know they can and will, I just worry and think too much.

Because my stupidity

He Called and I don’t understand …after all he had done. Why!?

I worry so much that I can’t sleep…

Everyone thinks I’m happy, but in reality I’m dying inside and I dont know what to do amymore, sometimes I think drugs might be a way to show people I am not okay, but thats not the answer. I don’t know what to do anymore.

I get really angry over stupid things and I can’t control it

My French presentation on Wednesday.

I’m failing out of university but too scared to tell anyone.

I don’t understand how people these days joke about every flaw to every person who isnt perfect. My worry is how people hide their emotions in when things are said to them about their flaws just like i do everyday, like putting on a mask every morning trying to be a person im not