I’m the fat friend…

I feel like people are always making me feel bad, a lot of the time I’m called….. Shorty, Twig …

K I’m sorry but what the hell is the point of this worry jar? You write down your problems where nobody can hear you but random people will read your problems and that won’t solve your problems so what is the point?

I’m 16, and I feel like I don’t want to live anymore. I’m at my breaking point. I’ve been depressed, or so I think I am, for about a year and a half now and no one believes me when I tell them about it. My parents just say that I’m “over dramatic” but in reality, I know I’m not and I know that I am actually depressed just by the type of things that run through my head throughout a day. The things that I think about scare me, and I don’t like having these thoughts. I’ve self harmed and my mom found out, threatened to bring me to an institute if I didn’t stop. Although I stopped, I still have urges to cut and I don’t know how to make them stop because I’m terrified that I’m gonna give in and do serious damage one day.

My family is scared for me and I understand. But the ways my mom tries to help makes things worse. I know she will never understand but it frustrates me so much. She makes me feel belittled a patronized, like I’m a kid not to be trusted alone for 5 minutes.

I’m worried that I’m pitied , not loved.

I’m not a very tiny person.. I feel like sometimes people might think I’m bipolar because I change my moods so quickly..I need help figuring this out!

I’m worried about public exams in June. My grades aren’t that great and I really don’t want to have to re-do grade 11 🙁

I’m tired of being tired

I worry about tomorrow, and days and days after that. I self diagnosed myself with Panic disorder, but I can’t bring myself to talk to anyone. Not even my school counsellor! I worry that they won’t be able to help me cope with self harm, suicidal thoughts, anxiety attacks, etc… 🙁 but I know they can and will, I just worry and think too much.

Because my stupidity

He Called and I don’t understand …after all he had done. Why!?

I worry so much that I can’t sleep…

Everyone thinks I’m happy, but in reality I’m dying inside and I dont know what to do amymore, sometimes I think drugs might be a way to show people I am not okay, but thats not the answer. I don’t know what to do anymore.

I get really angry over stupid things and I can’t control it

My French presentation on Wednesday.

I’m failing out of university but too scared to tell anyone.

I don’t understand how people these days joke about every flaw to every person who isnt perfect. My worry is how people hide their emotions in when things are said to them about their flaws just like i do everyday, like putting on a mask every morning trying to be a person im not

I feel like I’m slowly losing my only friend

I go to a rely small scol , ( there’s 8 people in my class ) and I don’t have any friends. My best friend since kindergarten is really mean and sassy and my other “friend” talks to me like I now now nothing.