Are my good thoughts blurring with the bad ones to the point where I can’t even differentiate them anymore? Are the thoughts that I once thought to be good actually horribly self-destructive and I’ve been hurting myself this whole time? I don’t know. I honest to god don’t know anymore.
Category : Bocal de tracas
Sometimes i think about suicide and cutting and my boyfriend tells me to talk to him about it but when i do he just says you have a perfect life and itd be selfish if you killed yourself (i suffer from anxiety and depression) i dont know what to do
I haven’t had a good day in a month and a half i always tend to find something bad in the day to make my self feel worse, i have no motivation anymore to do anything but i’m too afraid of missing school.
I’m scared that if I make a worng move I’ll get bullied
Love.
That I will never find a friend, I have no one.
I’m failing math and close to failing science.
Worried that I am going to grow old all alone.
My sister cuts
I will lose the ones I love
That I’ll never be happy
My body will never be how I want.
My friend and I got into a fight because of my trust issues and he told me that he’s extremely suicidal
I won’t get to graduate
I worry that I’ll never actually be happy and I’ll never be able to be in a committed relationship with someone because my ex really fooled me up
My mom keeps at me to get a job, I’m just not emotionally ready yet , I will when I gain confidence and when I feel better
I worry that I’m trapped in my relationship because I don’t want to hurt his feelings
I’ve been cutting for over 4 years, I keep trying and trying to stop but I just simply can’t. I let my best friend down so many times, I feel like a failure…
My boyfriend broke up with me today. And it sucks. I’ve been 6 months free from cutting but those urges are there. But I’m so unsure of anything and everything. I’m worried about myself.
I’m worried that I’ll never feel happy again