I’m worried that I won’t be the person I am anymore. The past few days have been rough. I just don’t feel like myself.
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I sicken myself. I’m repulsed by my appearance, and I really just want to like myself.. Even a little.
I make my boyfriend worry over the things I say and it’s really bugging me
I fear that one day, I will kill myself and harm the ones I love.
im worried about everything, i think i have anxiety, but i have anxiety about telling about my anxiety, so when people ask me why i dont want do do somthing, i say im just shy instead of telling them about my social anxiety. but i am not depressed. I’ve only had about 3 panic attacks in the past 2 years it does not controll my life, i just dont want be mom to think its really bad and worry about me self harming or even suicide, im not depressed. i just dont want people to treat me differant
I’m afraid that someone will destroy my right and make homosexuality illegal again and I’m afraid because then I can’t be myself. I can’t force myself to be straight.
I want the…gold chainz and diamond ringz, but I just can’t live my life like this
I worry that because of the pain people have put me through in the past that I’ll end up being the cause of someone’s suicide. I had someone tell me that they’d kill themselves if I didn’t sent him an explicit video, when I said no, he sent me a video of him attempting to OD. So I had to. People say that if someone blames you for being suicidal then they are only playing a game, I want to believe that but, others have blamed their suicidal thoughts on me and I feel like a monster. I find myself being mean to people without thinking, without trying, I can’t control it. I’ve become a shell of the person I used to be. The guilt is tearing me apart. Today I checked the obituaries to see if an aquaintance killed himself because he miss understood something I had said. I feel like if I could cause pain on purpose then I’d be able to stop myself. But that’s stupid. Today my friend didn’t answer my texts, I thought it was because she was mad at me for saying things to my acquaintance, who is her best friend. So, I skipped out and went home early to cut myself. I’ve only started recently, someone told me it was great so I had to try it. I don’t regret it. I might regret the scars. I’ve started carving my insecurities into my thigh. Things like monster, lovely, evil, fat. … I don’t see myself stopping, even if I want to wear shorts again some day. Other then that I see no point in stopping.
There’s this guy and I really like him A LOT but he only sees me as a friend but some times he acts like my boyfriend he’ll hold my hand cuddle all that stuff but in the end I know this will never change it’ll be me getting hurt when he finds the right girl…..I’m worried I’ll lose him!
I worry about my future & public exams. I know that I’m never going to be successful so what is the point? I always question my existence. I honestly have no purpose. I’m good for nothing,. On top of all of this I think that I’m bisexual. I seriously just want to jump off a bridge or go to sleep and never wake up.
I worry that I will have to much anxiety and not want to go to school
My best friend and I have been best friends for ever I tell her everything but lately she is just being mean to me, so I dont have anyone to talk to anymore and that’s making me really upset
I feel empty inside. Like I feel like I’m just a rock on the ground with no emotions except occasional sadness
Feeling anxious
When the teacher FORCES you to read in class. I become anxious
Everyone blames me for the death of there friend, I blame me too
I’m worry if keep my window open all night that someone would come in and kill me
I’m worried that when I get older, I won’t bee able to have kids, I have menstrual issues.
I wish I could switch lives with someone else
I’m constantly afraid I’ll have a panic attack, even when there is nothing to be dressed about