I cry so I can relief stress

About my future.

That when I tell my parents that I was born in the wrong body and that I am transgendered that they will think it’s a phase. I have known since I was five that I am in the wrong body.

Not being good enough to find someone who will love me for the broken mess i am

That no one in ny family will ever accept the fact i have anxiety and stop saying its just me “being a teenager” and being antisocial

That I’ll never get to travel the world like I wish to do

Coming out

Im worried that my depression will get worse and the boy I talk to, will eventually give up on me.

I’m scared I won’t be able to follow my dreams

my scars will never fade

It’s funny, school teaches you what to do when you’re on fire, but never what to do when you’re whole life is up in flames….

Me and my parents fight

I just wish someone would invite me somewhere

I’m afraid to tell anyone about what my real gender identity might be. I’m just not ready. And my spiritual beliefs are so different and unconventional than most people’s and there are a lot of people out there who actively pursue those who believe what I believe and it’s really frightening.

I keep thinking about the past , it’s killing me

I’m in a controlled relationship, were we both have a bad substance abuse history and still do. I don’t know anymore if its love or lust.

I sometimes worry about my best friend….. I think she might get an eating disorder.

I don’t think one of my friends likes me very well… I have this weird feeling that he secretly hates me for some reason, even though I didn’t do anything

My best friend and I get in fights sometimes and she gets really rude. Whenever I try to confront her or talk about it she avoids me. So we never work out or problems and she refuses to talk about anything or be wrong so everything keeps building up and I can’t handle it. She always makes it out to be my fault when It rarely is! I just don’t know what to do anymore.

I worry that I will never be able to become a actress when I’m older because I have panic attacks when I get in front of class to speak but I really want to be a actress and I want to get over my anxiety so I can follow my dreams I never used to be scared to go in front of class until this year