I can’t sleep. I can’t eat. I can’t get out of bed in the morning. I feel like my depression is taking over my life. It’s driving me crazy. I don’t feel like trying anymore.
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I’m so alone
My gender identity is something I’ve thought a lot about. I live in a small town where people wouldn’t really understand. I’ve told my parents and a few close friends but the thought of coming out to everyone scares me and I think about it so much I sometimes wanna crawl under my covers and never leave.
I’m worried people will treat me differently if they find out about my depression
(sorry for my english i live in Europe) So the past 2 weeks or so, i have slowly decided to eat less/almost nothing, the only thing i ate was dinner and a little amount of lunch, and after lunch i tried to throw up several times, no success doe. Everytime i go past a mirror i think i’m ugly or fat. I think about food and how terrible food is all the time….I really don’t know what to do.(male)
Not knowing who I am and being too easily influenced and pressured. I have no limits as to what to do because I don’t care about anything so I don’t care about what I do.
That I won’t get a job this year and won’t be able to go to grad because I can’t afford it.
I worry I might be getting depressed? But I am not sure? Nothing is fun anymore, I don’t look forward to things, it’s been going on for a few weeks now. I’m I?
I worry about talking to people because I’m really shy, I self harm and I have extreme depression.
My best friend always hangs out with other people and not me anymore…. -.-
That I will never be good enough for anyone and while my friends move on in life I will be stuck here with depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts
One day I’ll fail a test
My teachers already don’t look at me like I’m smart. I worry that if I don’t get perfect grades on all my exams they’ll think I’m just a kid who studies too much. I feel like I constantly have to prove myself to everyone around me.
I currently have zero friends and worry that I’ll never make any.
I can’t go swimming with my friends or family becouse there are to many scars on my legs
Just when I start to feel better, the sadness comes back.
I worry that I will be alone forever and will never find those close true friends I always wish I had..
I’m just not myself anymore 🙁 I lost interest in everything
Before I go places I’m always anxious that I will get dizzy or overwhelmed while I’m there.
I hate my anxiety. I refuse to take my meications because they make me feel like a zombie and thats not who I wannt to be. A dra is my medicine.. it helps me do my daily activities not completly anxiety – less but I feel myself . I worry that my anxiety will never go away I strugle every morning to get up and I always wake up crying for no reason. If I have a dra im able to pull myself together, I dont like to be dependent on it but its what helps me best and I worry that ill never be able to just wake up with a smile for once and go on about my day without it. I dont ever crave for it but when im depressed or anxious I cant calm down without it and im so easy to trigger into being anxious or depressed because my mind is always so jumble with memories and I take everything to heart. Its so hard to juggle everything in my life. Eveyday is another obtscle to set me back a step