Whenever life feels good I always seem to find a new thing to fixate on. Like whether or not I should come out, or if I should tell my best friend I love her. I make myself think too much. I don’t know how to stop it.

My boyfriend doing drugs

I worry that I’m wasting my life by being antisocial and spending so much time in bed.

About my future.

That when I tell my parents that I was born in the wrong body and that I am transgendered that they will think it’s a phase. I have known since I was five that I am in the wrong body.

Not being good enough to find someone who will love me for the broken mess i am

That no one in ny family will ever accept the fact i have anxiety and stop saying its just me “being a teenager” and being antisocial

That I’ll never get to travel the world like I wish to do

Coming out

Im worried that my depression will get worse and the boy I talk to, will eventually give up on me.

I’m scared I won’t be able to follow my dreams

my scars will never fade

It’s funny, school teaches you what to do when you’re on fire, but never what to do when you’re whole life is up in flames….

Me and my parents fight

I just wish someone would invite me somewhere

I’m afraid to tell anyone about what my real gender identity might be. I’m just not ready. And my spiritual beliefs are so different and unconventional than most people’s and there are a lot of people out there who actively pursue those who believe what I believe and it’s really frightening.

I keep thinking about the past , it’s killing me

I’m in a controlled relationship, were we both have a bad substance abuse history and still do. I don’t know anymore if its love or lust.

I sometimes worry about my best friend….. I think she might get an eating disorder.

I don’t think one of my friends likes me very well… I have this weird feeling that he secretly hates me for some reason, even though I didn’t do anything