I’m so alone

My gender identity is something I’ve thought a lot about. I live in a small town where people wouldn’t really understand. I’ve told my parents and a few close friends but the thought of coming out to everyone scares me and I think about it so much I sometimes wanna crawl under my covers and never leave.

I’m worried people will treat me differently if they find out about my depression

(sorry for my english i live in Europe) So the past 2 weeks or so, i have slowly decided to eat less/almost nothing, the only thing i ate was dinner and a little amount of lunch, and after lunch i tried to throw up several times, no success doe. Everytime i go past a mirror i think i’m ugly or fat. I think about food and how terrible food is all the time….I really don’t know what to do.(male)

Not knowing who I am and being too easily influenced and pressured. I have no limits as to what to do because I don’t care about anything so I don’t care about what I do.

That I won’t get a job this year and won’t be able to go to grad because I can’t afford it.

I worry I might be getting depressed? But I am not sure? Nothing is fun anymore, I don’t look forward to things, it’s been going on for a few weeks now. I’m I?

I worry about talking to people because I’m really shy, I self harm and I have extreme depression.

My best friend always hangs out with other people and not me anymore…. -.-

That I will never be good enough for anyone and while my friends move on in life I will be stuck here with depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts

One day I’ll fail a test

My teachers already don’t look at me like I’m smart. I worry that if I don’t get perfect grades on all my exams they’ll think I’m just a kid who studies too much. I feel like I constantly have to prove myself to everyone around me.

I currently have zero friends and worry that I’ll never make any.

I can’t go swimming with my friends or family becouse there are to many scars on my legs

Just when I start to feel better, the sadness comes back.

Missing school because of anxiety

I worry about my boyfriend, and if he will ever be happy again.

I’m scared to trust because everyone who I loved secretly didn’t love me, and they all left

I’ve been bullied basically since I started school. I just never truly realized it until around grade 4 or 5. Back then I only thought people who weren’t my friends were bullying me. But just last year (Grade 10) I realized my best friends were my biggest bullies. They put me down. Made jokes at my expense. Ditched me. Ran off on me with my stuff at the mall. So I took it upon myself to end my friendship with them. But now I have anxiety because I’m still bullied. I have no friends in my class or school as a matter of fact. I’m lucky I have stuff on at every lunch because the two days I don’t are hell. I’ve had anxiety attacks at school and at home but I don’t want to tell my parents because I think that they’ll just get mad at me for it.

That I’ll never feel like me again.