I don’t know if listening to music like Twenty One Pilots is helping me or hurting me. I love it, I connect with it so much, but it also sometimes makes me really sad. I don’t want to stop listening to their music though.
Worry Jar
I use to think I was pretty the way I was until my parents told me I was the dirtiest looking one in my class just because I don’t ware makeup and do my hair up nice. And now I always look in the mirror and ask my self why do I look this way, why am I ugly, why can’t I look like the pretty girls in my class. I always have those questions on my mind and they just won’t go away, I hope this doesn’t lead to depression or anxiety.
I’m scared of high school everyone looks at you while you walk down the halls and all your thinking is I don’t wanna be here.
Why I hate my body so much.
That my parents will find out I do drugs.
Its past midnight and I have 3 assignments due tomorrow not done.
That I am missing out in life because I spend to much time on my iPad
that I’ll never make anyone happy
By the time I graduate everyone I hold dear will have left me.
My mom keeps telling me I’m not gay
My friend betraying me and talking about me behind my back to their other friends
That my constant sadness will continue getting worse.
I have so much stress just from school and social expectations and I don’t know how to deal with it all
I have no friends, I spend weekends alone and the last time I left my house was months ago and I had to tell my mom I didn’t want to do anything for my birthday because The people I asked to spend my birthday with me made up excuses not to go
I’m loosing confidence and it hurts 🙁
I will be fatter then everyone else and be made fun of.
My dad yells at me for no reason at all and then makes up excuses for yelling… And if that isn’t bad enough he tells me I should treat him better… He just honestly makes me not wanna live… 🙁
I hate everything about myself. I was anorexic for four years and I self harmed for ten years (I’m 16). I’ve tried to kill myself upwards of 70 times. I’m pretty much fully recovered but I still have severe anxiety and depression. I’m so insecure I’m fearful of relapsing.
I have a new sibling coming in August and I being the oldest daughter I have to do so much and school doesn’t make it any better So stressed
FOR ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO THINK THAT THEY AREN’T GOOD ENOUGH: Take it from someone who knows, Don’t think that just because you aren’t beautiful or you are poor or whatever that you aren’t good enough. It’s not about how much $$$$ you have (or don’t have) or about if you look good. ITS ABOUT WHO YOU ARE INSIDE, IN THE HEART.