I’m moving out of my abusive household next week and one I’m afraid my family will find out sooner then planned and hurt me, and two, I’m queer and trans and very afraid of becoming a statistic ,,,
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Im really skinny… And everyone calls me anoirex because im skinny its not my fault i got a high matablizem… Shag em im done!!!
I’m not a very tiny person.. I feel like sometimes people might think I’m bipolar because I change my moods so quickly..I need help figuring this out!
What isn’t my worry? People tell me the only way to feel better is to step outside of my comfort zone when I don’t even have a comfort zone to begin with. I’m ALWAYS uncomfortable. I can’t even be around a group of 4 or more people without throwing up and I hate this so damn much. It is stopping me from living my life.
That this mean girl who use to be my friend before she flipped out at me and my other friends but I’m scared she will turn everyone against me
I feel every emotion too deeply. I can’t stand the fact that other people are hurting so I try to absorb their hurt and end up feeling bad instead of them. I worry I’m letting myself disappear.
I worry about my weight like there’s no tomorrow. I try and try to work it off but I never see any progress. I feel like just giving up eating would make everything so much better.
My school the people’s perents that help at the school the kids never get in trouble when they hurt someone or Bully someone, I get bullyed A LOT by one of those kids and I get so upset.
I’m worried that I will lose someone soon that I love
I’m kinda fat and I look like I’m pregnant I get bullied and sometimes people look at me and I see them laugh sometimes I do have friends and I also feel so ugly too my mom says I just have a muffin top on my stomach but I don’t belive her, there’s also this girl in my dance class who gives me kinda like death stares everytime she smiles and I go near her for my spot she just stares at with no smile and just stares at me I hate my life I do eat healthy and excercise but nothing seems to work:’-(
I have anxiety. I’m taking baby steps. I’m finally trying to order my own food at restaurants… :/
So I have a boyfriend. But I think I might like my friend ….. Who is a girl. This girl hates me but I do like her. Idk if I’m Bi or stright or gay. I need help
I’ve been stuck with a bet that could make me lose my only friend
Pain It demands to be felt But sometimes it’s felt too strongly There comes a time when the pain becomes unbearable It begins to eat you alive It’s like a monster inside you The worst part is you can’t escape it It’s inside your head It’s in your mind It’s everywhere You try to run from it Only in the devastating realization that there’s no escaping this internal, mental pain You see this pain is more than just a scrap or a bruise from the playground This pain is in your heart Its in your mind It’s everywhere The scars on your wrists remind you of how you tried to release that pain How you ached for some sort of feeling Some sort of relief from this gut wrenching Unbearable Brutal pain. Until one day You’re gone They’ve lost you That girl who they once knew That happy little girl that they once knew is no longer there She is dead She is now just a walking corps of the human she was See that’s the thing about pain It destroys you -B. Ingram
I can’t and I won’t stop cutting…
I lost a lot of my friends lately, they all left me saying I betrayed them when that’s all they did to me. They said me paragrahs on how bad of a person I am and how they were always there for me when they ignored me for the past few days. It hurt me a lot and I don’t know what to do cause I already lost everyone else so now I have like 1 person there for me. I’m so stressed and I’m getting so hurt easyily. I hate the fact that everyone I trusted and told the most to could leave me so easyily. It hurts. A lot.
Honestly my school is full of hatred people everyone is so judgemental sometimes I judt want to move away
I’m too fat to have an eating disorder, I’m such a pig
I fear that one day, I will kill myself and harm the ones I love.
Will it ever get better?