Every body hates me Fuck the world

My bf And I always FaceTime but now he is always telling me that I have to wait because he is talking to zack should I be worry that it’s not zack and that he is cheating

I’m worry if keep my window open all night that someone would come in and kill me

I’m scared to go to school braeause I’m scared what people are going to think or say about me

I want to tell my mom about what really goes on my head and why I don’t want to go to school anymore but I’m afraid she’ll hate me

I relapsed last night… I’m afraid someone might find out but I’m even more afraid of what I might do to myself

Is anyone else horrified of every man they see, even from a distance

People might realize that I’m not as sane as they think…. The eyeless people aren’t helping.

I feel I have anxiety. my mom says I can tell her if any things wrong but I’m too afraid. I feel I have to cry a lot and lately I’ve been very anxious. I’m 12

i always feel like I’ll never be loved fully

Hi

school is just so stressful, I’m doing well, but I just feel so over whelmed. And even when i get amazing marks in every subject, I feel like a failure.

I feel like I’m going insane. I beat myself up like everyday I don’t even feel guilty, I like it. I deserve it. Also I feel no matter what I do to myself I’m never going to get the help I need and death is my only option.

I’m worried that I may have depression and anxiety. I used to be a really happy person and I don’t ever feel happy anymore I just feel numb and I am constantly worrying over little things. I have only told one person this and I’m too scared to tell anyone else because of what they might think of me

Today I was not only informed that my boyfriend was planning to have sex with me next time we hang out despite me saying that I wasn’t ready but had showed his friends my nudes. I’m worried everyone will find out. We are really popular…

I mess everything up

My mom thinks I was drugged at school (through food) but I just think I had a mental break down and I feel like I’m going insane… It sucked but I felt good after and part of me wants that numbness again, it was scary because I didn’t think I would ever feel again but I know now it doesn’t last long and just laying in silence with my mind shut off would be the best thing ever right now

I worry that I’m going to hurt myself again and I just feel like I’m going insane

I feel like I’m slowly losing my only friend

I’m worried that one day when I wake up everything will be bad and I won’t have anything good in my life, I’m scared that I will loose everyone who cares about me, I’m worried that I’ll never find someone who loves me and someone I feel 100% comfortable around. I’m scared that I will be alone forever and nothing will ever get better. I miss being a kid and not having a care in the world, I hate my life.. I’m a depressed, anxious, lonely, ugly girl who can’t keep or even get a boyfriend.