I started talking to this guy and he is kinda good friends with my ex’s ex who is also my friend and I feel like they talk about me as soon as I walk away.

I feel like such a horrible friend. I can’t keep a secret

That high school will end up being worse than junior high

School is getting to overwhelming. My mom is sick. Im constantly sick. I have so many other things outside of school. I don’t know what to do anymore.

I’m afraid I’m not making the right decisions

I feel like my mother doesn’t care about me anymore

My mom found my laxatives. I’m afraid she’ll find out about everything else too, the cutting, the purging… I’m supposed to be in recovery, why is this happening to me?

That high school is killing my creativity.

I like this guy but I’m afraid he doesn’t know I exist. I’m way to nervous to approach him. Sometimes I feel like I’m not good enough.

I worried I won’t be able to be happy. I was depressed and suicidal about 2 years ago, and ever since then I feel numb and like I have this scar on me that everyone can see, but says nothing about. I feel like I will never fully come back from it, it consumed me. I am also scared I can’t love, I had a boyfriend and he loved me, yet I felt nothing. We dated for a long time and I didn’t even have a crush on him. I’m scared I lost all emotion.

I’m worried that when I get older, I won’t bee able to have kids, I have menstrual issues.

If people say what goes through my head on a daily basis they would ask themselves how are you still breathing.

My step mom found out I self harmed and she told my dad who told my mom how told my brother and sister and now it feels like I’m being treated differently and I don’t like it. It makes me wanna do it again more and more. And it feels like they don’t fully trust me with anything sharp. It just bothers me and I can’t stop thinking about it.

I know that im a lesbian but i am afraid to admit it to amyone. I say that i like boys but i know that i dont. I tell myself that if im not stright than i am bi but i know that i am gay, i just dont want others to know.

I have to poop. I cant poop

I’m worried my friends and family are gonna find out what goes through my head and never talk to me again.

That I won’t pass my drivers test and I will upset my mom

Feeling like I’m to stupid and a failure at everything I do and always being told I am

I feel so stressed out because I am not getting the marks I want in school and it’s like no matter how hard I try, my grades just WON’T GO UP! I have a tutor, I go to extra tutorials, I study at home and I write good notes! I can’t spend all my time inside because I get upset and depressed and have the serious case of FOMO (fear of missing out) and I want a social life! I want to hang with my friends and my “boyfriend”. (Special guy that I like who has mutual feelings but we don’t date.) I just wish I knew how to keep up on my school work and have a social life at the same time. I worry about all of this PLUS I’m homesick. Being a foster kid 2 hours away from home and I only visit my family so often. I miss my old friends, old school, old extra curricular activities! I wish I could go home but I can’t, so I’m stuck here in a foster home, with barely anyone to trust. I feel like nobody understands how I feel. I feel like I can’t trust anybody that I talk to, etc. Ugh!

Sometimes I just feel sad, and I feel like my friends aren’t my real friends, and that I’ll never find someone to love, and that I’ll have nothing to do now since my favourite show ended 3 days ago.. I don’t know. I also “like” my best friend but I know she doesn’t like me back.. I’m a boy.