I’m afraid that no one will ever fall in love with me
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I feel like I always do the wrong thing during social situations
The girl who had been my best friend for almost all my life barely even talks to me anymore
I feel like I’m bad at every new thing I try
I’m having anxiety about not passing my last science test for the year and that I might not pass the year.
My parents have been split for years and I used to go to his house my dad and my step mom would mentaly abuse me and now when I am around older men feel lime I am going to get hurt.
I feel like every one hates me and no one understands what I am dealing with ever one uses me and when they don’t need me that act like they never met me or they just treat me like dirt and walks all over me I help people when there down but when I am hurting, depressed, or even having a panic atac they don’t care they look at me and just say whatever…..
It was a hard day at school, I knew it was coming when I smelt the alcohol, and the next thing I heard was “17 years and you’re still a joke”
Will I get better, can I even get better.
I get a lot of migraines and I’m scared that they’re being caused by something serious.
I’m locked in my basement and I’m not aloud to talk to anyone or even talk out loud. I’m never aloud to leave the basement or the house and when I try to get out or talk(maybe even to myself) I get hit.
I’m worried that my parents will find out that they are the reason I’m depressed, that I cut; and how truly terrified I am of myself.
I worry that my depression and anxiety scare everyone away and that I’m never good enough for anyone because I feel like I’m nothing
I’ve been with my boyfriend for 2 years and I’m dealing with anxiety and depression sometimes he doesn’t understand when I have panic attacks or need support.. And gets upset with me. I’m afraid I’m not good enough for him and my mental illness defines me.
I’m afraid I won’t get the help I need for my anxiety, I just want this feeling to be over.
I have no friends in school I always sit in the bathroom at school during recess and lunch because I get anxious when I’m alone in public..
I’m afraid of failing school this year and having to go to level 4
I feel like my friends don’t include me in anything
I’m worried that my boyfriend will catch feelings for his female friends
I fear that the cult of Social Justice will poison this world, and that none will dare retaliate…..