I keep thinking about the past , it’s killing me

I’m in a controlled relationship, were we both have a bad substance abuse history and still do. I don’t know anymore if its love or lust.

I sometimes worry about my best friend….. I think she might get an eating disorder.

I don’t think one of my friends likes me very well… I have this weird feeling that he secretly hates me for some reason, even though I didn’t do anything

My best friend and I get in fights sometimes and she gets really rude. Whenever I try to confront her or talk about it she avoids me. So we never work out or problems and she refuses to talk about anything or be wrong so everything keeps building up and I can’t handle it. She always makes it out to be my fault when It rarely is! I just don’t know what to do anymore.

I worry that I will never be able to become a actress when I’m older because I have panic attacks when I get in front of class to speak but I really want to be a actress and I want to get over my anxiety so I can follow my dreams I never used to be scared to go in front of class until this year

My parents saw my scars and told me to grow up out of it and stop being a baby. They don’t even know or care about what’s going on in my life.

i can’t talk to anyone how i feel inside because i have trust problems and sacred they will judge who i really am. it’s all building up inside and I’m soon not going to be able to take it anymore

Pain It demands to be felt But sometimes it’s felt too strongly There comes a time when the pain becomes unbearable It begins to eat you alive It’s like a monster inside you The worst part is you can’t escape it It’s inside your head It’s in your mind It’s everywhere You try to run from it Only in the devastating realization that there’s no escaping this internal, mental pain You see this pain is more than just a scrap or a bruise from the playground This pain is in your heart Its in your mind It’s everywhere The scars on your wrists remind you of how you tried to release that pain How you ached for some sort of feeling Some sort of relief from this gut wrenching Unbearable Brutal pain. Until one day You’re gone They’ve lost you That girl who they once knew That happy little girl that they once knew is no longer there She is dead She is now just a walking corps of the human she was See that’s the thing about pain It destroys you -B. Ingram

I worry about not being happy anymore not like I use to be..

I’m worried about graduating and starting my life alone with no support from my peers or family

I tell people i am happy my chest hurts every day. I am never happy. When was the last time I shone a real smile. When my mom ask if im going through depression i say no

I worry about being alone when my bf is out of town!

im afraid of going out in public and something bad happening to me. You here so many bad things on the news its hard for the fear to not take ocer yoyr life

Im sad all the time, like 100% of the time. I was on antidepressants and they made my self harm worse, I didn’t take them right though. I think I just don’t want to lose the attention given to me from my issues, I’m just that horrible. I’ve tried to commit 4 times, I died once but was unfortunately revived. I hurt my mom and dad by being sad and I just want to be the independent little girl they want back. And my amazing boyfriend is addicted to a pill and it’s really hurting me and stressing me out but I need to help him and I care about him so much. I cry myself to sleep every single night wanting to cut but knowing if I do he’ll do a pill and I’ll harm him more than me. My life’s a mess and I’m ready for it to be over.

I told someone I thought I could trust that I think that I’m trans, but people have been acting strange around me lately. Now I’m really scared she’s been telling people about it.

I wish there was a comment section here for help

I always feel so sick

I’m bisexual, and trying to come out to my older brother. My younger brother asked what “gay” meant because my older bro said it, and I said that it meant a guy only likes other guys. And that some girls like girls, say if I liked another girl. But my older bro responded with “But, you don’t.” I do. I like another girl. Why is he being so complicated?..

I cut last night……… Im worried if my parents find out again