Everyday all I do is worry about my health

My cousin who is supposedly my best friend is too embarrassed to be around me or be in pictures with me. She even said that if we weren’t cousins she wouldn’t have anything to do with me. I’m afraid I’m loosing her to some other girls at school who she’s getting close with. She is hanging out with them more and she doesn’t invite me or ask to hang out. I have nobody else.

I worry about my future & public exams. I know that I’m never going to be successful so what is the point? I always question my existence. I honestly have no purpose. I’m good for nothing,. On top of all of this I think that I’m bisexual. I seriously just want to jump off a bridge or go to sleep and never wake up.

I worry that I will have to much anxiety and not want to go to school

My best friend and I have been best friends for ever I tell her everything but lately she is just being mean to me, so I dont have anyone to talk to anymore and that’s making me really upset

I feel empty inside. Like I feel like I’m just a rock on the ground with no emotions except occasional sadness

Feeling anxious

When the teacher FORCES you to read in class. I become anxious

Everyone blames me for the death of there friend, I blame me too

I’m worry if keep my window open all night that someone would come in and kill me

I’m worried that when I get older, I won’t bee able to have kids, I have menstrual issues.

I wish I could switch lives with someone else

I’m constantly afraid I’ll have a panic attack, even when there is nothing to be dressed about

im worried that if i open up to much to my friends they will leave like everyone else

I’m worried that I’m not hurting enough to seek help with depression, and nobody will believe me if I tell them.

I’m locked in my basement and I’m not aloud to talk to anyone or even talk out loud. I’m never aloud to leave the basement or the house and when I try to get out or talk(maybe even to myself) I get hit.

I’m interested in a guy but he doesn’t know I’m deppresed… What if he sees my scars and starts to hate me..

i think i might kill myself before something good happens to me .. but nothing good ever happens

I feel like I’m growing apart from my friends and that everyone is ignoring me

I live in such a small place and we have a small school with small people and they all have close minds and I can’t stand it. I need to get out I want to leave, I could do so much better somewhere else but I’m stuck here.