I worry that soon enough I’m gonna cut to deep or take to many pills and actually survive

My friend, my best friend, is most likely moving away next year. I love her so much, and she’s helped me through a lot. I don’t know what I’m gonna do without her. She’s the only one who I can be myself around, she’s one of the only people that make me actually happy. I had a vivid dream of her falling through a crack and I couldn’t save her and I don’t know if that’s my subconscious being afraid of her moving or my subconscious fixating on the fact that I don’t know what her new environment will be like so what if she can’t handle it? I dont know anymore.

Im scared everyone will hate me if they find out

I have been battling anxiety and depression and stuff for years now and the only thing that made me happy was my boyfriend but he left me because he thought I cheated even tho I never … I’m afraid he won’t ever believe me or talk to me again or even come back to me :'( I don’t know what to do , I’m afraid I might have lost him forever because something I didn’t do :'( I wish I could talk to someone and get him to believe that I didn’t do it :'( i wish I could get him back :'(

Not living up to the person my family wants me to be. I worry about the fact that I haven’t been happy for a long time and I don’t know if I ever will be again.

Worry that my foster family will ask me to leave.

My parents comparing me to other people

I worry my life won’t work out the way I want it to.

i will do poorly in school because im scared to ask for extra help

That I’m not with the right guy, but we have a new baby together. His family gives me so much anxiety and I don’t know how to be myself around them. We’ve been together 4 years (since I was 19)I wish I had thought about all this sooner..

I’m afraid I will grow up not being happy 🙁

That I’m not good enough for anyone, that I can’t do anything right.

Worried I will be seen in public by people I know. I don’t even know why. I’ve already avoided going to a few places because of my anxiety. Anxiety takes over and it’s really not fun 🙁

I can’t go swimming with my friends or family becouse there are to many scars on my legs

I’m worried that me and my boyfriend will split up and I’ll be alone

That people close to me will suddenly be gone

I worry about if I tell my boyfriend I’m depressed, he will leave or tell everyone

I’ve been bullied since I was 4 and I still don’t know how I can deal with it…. Can anyone help me? (Physical, and Verbal Bullying) Please help me, its starting to get even worse.

I worry that i can’t leave my boyfriend because i dont want him feeling like how i do. But, sometimes I want to because he calls me down to the dirt

Im worried that im gonna hurt myself and my family