Every body hates me Fuck the world

I like this guy but I’m afraid he doesn’t know I exist. I’m way to nervous to approach him. Sometimes I feel like I’m not good enough.

I worry that I’m not going to be prepared for when schools over. Not only is the education we get kind of terrible and doesn’t really prepare us for much but I already have to much time on my hands while I’m in school let alone when it’s over

Mental illness is becoming a fad, it’s like it’s “popular” or “cool” to be depressed or have anxiety! People don’t realize how it feels to watch/listen to people joke about something you seriously struggle with! If so many people keep saying that they need help when they really don’t, how are we gonna believe the people who actually need help!

I’m fat

both my parents have new partners that live with them…… guess they dont love me anymore, doesnt feel like it! they dont respect my decisions.

Will I get better, can I even get better.

Why is it that because I don’t like my four year old half brother literally pulling out my hair, throwing rocks large sticks from the top of the slide, biting and constantly hitting and kicking. It’s my fualt!!!

I use to always be talkitive and Energetic and wanting to go outside with friends but lately I haven’t been the same. I rather stay inside and be close to family. I went out with friends the other night though I felt like I didn’t get involved with conversations as much or the same as before and they noticed I didn’t talk the same they asked me what was wrong and I couldn’t answer cause I didn’t really know myself…

I don’t know if listening to music like Twenty One Pilots is helping me or hurting me. I love it, I connect with it so much, but it also sometimes makes me really sad. I don’t want to stop listening to their music though.

I’m worried that I am a waste of space

I’m worried that I’ll never be loved

My daughter not believing that she has the power to choose who she wants to be.

I think too much and do too little, I worry I am missing out on life.

I worry that I am not good enough and that if I don’t do better, every one else will feel that way too.

That I won’t get into university, even with all my courses and marks and hard work

I worry because the guy i like most, barely talks to me

That some day I’m just going to lose myself, lose control. And do something I’ll regret.

I worry that I’ll never be good enough for someone, if I’m told that now, will it always be like that?

I worry I will get sick on a school trip