I’m worried I’m falling in love with someone who is gonna hurt me

I hate my thighs.

There are two boys that said I called another boy fat and made fun of him and the two boys told him and the boy who is “fat” punched me what do I do?

I feel so alone and I really don’t know what to do

Everyone who told me they wouldn’t leave, keep leaving. I am sick of feeling so insignificant.

I’m worried I will be a Loner forever.

I worry that everyone will know

I worry that I’m dragging everyone down with me and my problems

I’m too fat to have an eating disorder, I’m such a pig

I feel fat in everything I wear. I have never been in a relationship for more than a few weeks and always end up dumped. I always feel like people are talking about me and laughing at me.

Life.

I’m so stressed out about school. I have so much to do in such little time and I wish I could just take a week off to have alone time for once

I worry about worrying..

Since i am such an idiot

I’ll always hurt people I care about

That I’m useless

Everyone thinks I’m popular, smart, that i have a great family and that I’m always happy and I try to make them keep thinking that. But that’s not true at all and it’s getting harder to keep that believable, my family yells at me all the time, I’m having a lot of trouble in school and all my friends are starting to get really mean to me and I don’t know what to do to fix that

I worry that my parents like my sister more than me

I am always very suicidal and I self harm really bad but I can’t tell anyone or get help

I’m in grade 10 and I feel like if I don’t get a gf before I graduates , I’ll be single forever.