My parents saw my scars and told me to grow up out of it and stop being a baby. They don’t even know or care about what’s going on in my life.
Worry Jar
i can’t talk to anyone how i feel inside because i have trust problems and sacred they will judge who i really am. it’s all building up inside and I’m soon not going to be able to take it anymore
Pain It demands to be felt But sometimes it’s felt too strongly There comes a time when the pain becomes unbearable It begins to eat you alive It’s like a monster inside you The worst part is you can’t escape it It’s inside your head It’s in your mind It’s everywhere You try to run from it Only in the devastating realization that there’s no escaping this internal, mental pain You see this pain is more than just a scrap or a bruise from the playground This pain is in your heart Its in your mind It’s everywhere The scars on your wrists remind you of how you tried to release that pain How you ached for some sort of feeling Some sort of relief from this gut wrenching Unbearable Brutal pain. Until one day You’re gone They’ve lost you That girl who they once knew That happy little girl that they once knew is no longer there She is dead She is now just a walking corps of the human she was See that’s the thing about pain It destroys you -B. Ingram
I worry about not being happy anymore not like I use to be..
I’m worried about graduating and starting my life alone with no support from my peers or family
I tell people i am happy my chest hurts every day. I am never happy. When was the last time I shone a real smile. When my mom ask if im going through depression i say no
I worry about being alone when my bf is out of town!
im afraid of going out in public and something bad happening to me. You here so many bad things on the news its hard for the fear to not take ocer yoyr life
Im sad all the time, like 100% of the time. I was on antidepressants and they made my self harm worse, I didn’t take them right though. I think I just don’t want to lose the attention given to me from my issues, I’m just that horrible. I’ve tried to commit 4 times, I died once but was unfortunately revived. I hurt my mom and dad by being sad and I just want to be the independent little girl they want back. And my amazing boyfriend is addicted to a pill and it’s really hurting me and stressing me out but I need to help him and I care about him so much. I cry myself to sleep every single night wanting to cut but knowing if I do he’ll do a pill and I’ll harm him more than me. My life’s a mess and I’m ready for it to be over.
I told someone I thought I could trust that I think that I’m trans, but people have been acting strange around me lately. Now I’m really scared she’s been telling people about it.
I wish there was a comment section here for help
I always feel so sick
I’m bisexual, and trying to come out to my older brother. My younger brother asked what “gay” meant because my older bro said it, and I said that it meant a guy only likes other guys. And that some girls like girls, say if I liked another girl. But my older bro responded with “But, you don’t.” I do. I like another girl. Why is he being so complicated?..
I cut last night……… Im worried if my parents find out again
people have been making fun of me at school calling me things like fat, ugly, making fun of my voice. just everything, People have been telling me to kill myself I can’t tell if they mean it. it sure feels like it. I don’t think they realize everything that I’m going through and that words do really hurt.
I’m always so tired. It’s the type of tired sleep can’t fix though
I feel like my mother doesn’t care about me anymore
I’m worried that when my best friend visits for the summer, he will have moved on and will stop caring about me. He moved the day before my birthday so it was a while ago. And when he moved I realized that I can’t get close to the people I want to get close to, because they will move away.
I have a crush on someone that I really, REALLY don’t want to have a crush on but I can’t help it and I’m scared of what my friends will think even though they already know about it.
that I look and act like a kid.