I’m scared that I’ll never be good enough for anyone, and the fear is becoming too strong. dangerous. I don’t see hope for anything anymore.

i just dont know what to do…… im the only asexual

I really like this guy. He’s cute, we both like some of the same things (memes, etc), and we have great conversations over text, but I find it terribly hard to talk to him in real life. I get awfully shy, and even when I text him, I feel that I’m bothering him and that he doesn’t truly want to talk to me or even be friends. As well, one of his closest friends makes me uneasy, and I feel uncomfortable trying to talk to him with that friend around, although his other friends are quite nice. I feel like I might end up driving them apart somehow, and I’d feel awful if I did. More than anything, I wish I didn’t feel like this.

I am scared when I am alone.

I’m in my second semester of collage and I’m glad I got through the first but it was really tough and stressful on me especially living so far from my boyfriend. I’m afraid that this distance is the reason why I’m not doing as well as I should be but I also don’t want to give him up and I’m not sure what to do.

How depressed my friends are.

I am going to be charged will shop lifting, I didn’t do it but I was there when my friend did.

I worry that I’ll always be unmotivated, anxious and thinking negatively about my capability of doing things. I worry that it’ll never get better and I’ll be stuck in the same place with the same horrible feelings forever.

I worry that I will have a panic attack in a public place.

I don’t think I’ll get into university

Turning into my parents. They’re good people but they’re not the people I want to be.

That my gpa isn’t high because I am not happy and can’t focus 100% on my studies.

Sometimes I’ve told various lies to people that aren’t in my school and I am very frightened that somebody will find out…

that I’ll be anxious for ever

People will hate me when they find out I cut

Anxiety is taking over my life.

Parent dying

Im worried because my best friend was in a fight with a girl that I try to be friends with but she just hates me and she says I “p” her off but I have been so nice and friendly towards her anyway they made up but I’m really scared that my best friend will forget about me and I’m scared she won’t talk to me As much as she usually does and That things will go back to how they were a week ago 🙁

I can’t take another day of all of this that’s going on in my life I wish my parents would understand how Important I am to them

I worry that all my friends will stab my back one day for no reason and just leave me… Alone. And everyone will just forget about me.