Everything’s changing and I’m not quite sure I like it.

I worry about disappointing my parents they seem to never be happy with what I do and what makes me happy! This makes me upset

Are my good thoughts blurring with the bad ones to the point where I can’t even differentiate them anymore? Are the thoughts that I once thought to be good actually horribly self-destructive and I’ve been hurting myself this whole time? I don’t know. I honest to god don’t know anymore.

Sometimes i think about suicide and cutting and my boyfriend tells me to talk to him about it but when i do he just says you have a perfect life and itd be selfish if you killed yourself (i suffer from anxiety and depression) i dont know what to do

I haven’t had a good day in a month and a half i always tend to find something bad in the day to make my self feel worse, i have no motivation anymore to do anything but i’m too afraid of missing school.

I’m scared that if I make a worng move I’ll get bullied

Love.

That I will never find a friend, I have no one.

I’m failing math and close to failing science.

Worried that I am going to grow old all alone.

My sister cuts

I will lose the ones I love

That I’ll never be happy

My body will never be how I want.

I worry that my anxiety will get even worse and cause me to fail in the real world like not being able to get a job or get married due to my awkwardness and lack of communication skills.

I feel like noone ever says nice things to me.

It’s getting worse and half the time I don’t even want to go out with friends anymore I’d rather just be alone

I can’t do english I will fail the test and get the same answer you need to write more people think I am smart or stupid and I am but I have a hard time writing in pencils

I’m worried that I’m going to commit suicide because I hate myself and my friends hate me too.

I’ve been cutting for over 4 years, I keep trying and trying to stop but I just simply can’t. I let my best friend down so many times, I feel like a failure…