That I’m useless

Everyone thinks I’m popular, smart, that i have a great family and that I’m always happy and I try to make them keep thinking that. But that’s not true at all and it’s getting harder to keep that believable, my family yells at me all the time, I’m having a lot of trouble in school and all my friends are starting to get really mean to me and I don’t know what to do to fix that

I worry that my parents like my sister more than me

I am always very suicidal and I self harm really bad but I can’t tell anyone or get help

I’m in grade 10 and I feel like if I don’t get a gf before I graduates , I’ll be single forever.

I’m a transboy. I have come out to my friends but I don’t have the courage to come out to my family. I’m terrified of what they’ll say.

My bf And I always FaceTime but now he is always telling me that I have to wait because he is talking to zack should I be worry that it’s not zack and that he is cheating

I worried I won’t be able to be happy. I was depressed and suicidal about 2 years ago, and ever since then I feel numb and like I have this scar on me that everyone can see, but says nothing about. I feel like I will never fully come back from it, it consumed me. I am also scared I can’t love, I had a boyfriend and he loved me, yet I felt nothing. We dated for a long time and I didn’t even have a crush on him. I’m scared I lost all emotion.

I feel like Nothing Will change, school is another worry and this school year I just let iT pass like iT never happened. When will I be happy? I feel so alone and sad.

People don’t take me seriously, I tell my best friend I’m depressed and have been seeing a therapist for over a year and she says “same” jokingly!

I’m scared that I will never have any friends while I live in this small town, there’s only 100 kids in my school and I can’t relate to anyone, I’ve lived here for four years and I don’t hang out with anybody. I’ve talked to people and tried to socialize but it just doesn’t work… I think I might have add but my mom doesn’t want me to have it so she doesn’t accept it, and my mom always shoves Christianity in my face when I’m agnostic.

My dad is getting married soon to another girl, i feel like im going to loose him 🙁 Im so broken.

I get a lot of migraines and I’m scared that they’re being caused by something serious.

Kill me that all that I worth nothing no one loves me no one will miss me they will be so happy if I die or even kill myself who cares if I die no one because I am a slut and I will become nothing more I will be a mother fucking slut because that all that I can do anyone else feel like this or anything like thins

It’s time to go back to school and I’m going to grade 10 this year I’m so nervous for online courses this year I’m freaking out about it and is nervous as ever

My dad yells a lot. But then he’s all nice and cuddly and says he loves me. He seems to always blame stuff on me, even though I do the most in the house. I love him, bUT something feels wrong. He yells athe me, my mom, and my brother and I can never seem to stop crying. But then he says sorry and hugs us and I say I forgive him and a part of me that I hate does. I don’t know what this is.

I’m worried that I’m going no where

My boyfriend of a year and a half had sex with me and 2 hours later broke up with me. I feel used. I feel like I’m not good enough for anything.

My Future

I worry that I worry too much.