Love.

That I will never find a friend, I have no one.

I’m failing math and close to failing science.

Worried that I am going to grow old all alone.

My sister cuts

I will lose the ones I love

That I’ll never be happy

My body will never be how I want.

My friend and I got into a fight because of my trust issues and he told me that he’s extremely suicidal

I won’t get to graduate

I worry that I’ll never actually be happy and I’ll never be able to be in a committed relationship with someone because my ex really fooled me up

My mom keeps at me to get a job, I’m just not emotionally ready yet , I will when I gain confidence and when I feel better

I worry that I’m trapped in my relationship because I don’t want to hurt his feelings

I have really bad teeth and I am very over weight. I have really bad anxiety because of this and I get so nervous to the point where I break down and cry. I’m losing all of my so called “friends” because of my anxiety and my overall appearance. I am afraid I may never find a good friend to tell all of my problems too. I hope my new councillor will help me cope.

My boyfriend broke up with me today. And it sucks. I’ve been 6 months free from cutting but those urges are there. But I’m so unsure of anything and everything. I’m worried about myself.

I’m worried that I’ll never feel happy again

I really like someone but they hate me if I would tell my friends they would make fun of me

That I’m not perfect enough for him & he’s gonna leave me for someone else .. :'(

I’m worried I won’t get into university. Everybody thinks I’m a genius, But I find school so hard

I worry that my dark thoughts will eventually become a reality. I experienced a very traumatic childhood. I was sexually assaulted by a 33 year old when I was only 12 years old, he had done that 4 times in the one night. I live with a deep regret that I never done the right thing, I feel that I should have stopped it from happening the first time. I was scared and felt so alone. I never quite understood what was going on completely as I was 12 at the time. I endured such a long court process. It took 3 years for it to actually proceed. It was a hard thing to agree to, I had to get up in court and tell people I barely know my story, my secret. After I told my story it just became harder, the defends attorney made me feel like an idiot, she twisted my words and made me feel weak. I had the same VSC for 3 years and then she left, she couldn’t take on my case anymore. I feel like whenever I trust someone they walk away. My father was very upset when I told him what happened. He was mad that I didn’t tell him right away, he took it very hard as it was his best friend who done it. I needed him the most after it happened but he experienced depression leaving me to figure out my problems by myself. I never had a mother figure in my life and I was dependent on my dad. He wasn’t there. Nobody was. Nobody understands. He don’t know how it feels to constantly feel alone, empty, and worthless. I need someone. My dreams are getting bad, I have seen me kill myself in over 10 ways through my dreams. I feel like nobody hears me. Like I’m invisible. Like I can’t escape the dangers of my mind. I need to be heard.