I’m pansexual and my parents believe some people are “too young to decide if they’re gay or not”. They always say it’s fine if one of their kids are gay but they really don’t act like it. They are Christians and I’m agnostic, and I try to hint at them that I don’t believe in God, but they just reply with “you need to go to church more”. I’m scared I’ll never be able to come out, tell them my beliefs, and don’t have to worry about them judging me.
Worry Jar
i got cheated on last night
I have no clue who I am. No one understands. At my age, it’s abnormal to know certain things, like your sexuality. I am bi, and I’m scared. I have a slight crush on this girl in my class. The problem? Homophobic brother. He’d beat the sh*t out of me if he found out! She’s only been in our school for two weeks.. She seems nice. But, also, I am good friends with three boys. One of them, my cousin, loves Terraria and teaches me loads about it. The second one is basically the same way! The third one, is dating my “best” friend. I can’t say best, after all the sh*t she’s put me through. I feel jealous of her, honestly. I needed to get that off my chest. I know someone, anyone, will see this, and they will know how I feel.
That I won’t be good enough for anyone. Not even myself…
I’m worried my parents will mind my stash of acid meth and cocaine
I’m afraid I’m not making the right decisions
I’m worried that k don’t have any emotion towards love.. I recently broke up with a guy who was so inlove with me and I thought I love him too but when we broke up I have no emotion and with all of the other boys since my first “real” relationship heartbreak..
I only have a few friends and there not really good friends usually we hang out on Fridays and I just overheard them saying I was invited they don’t know I heard and I feel very left out/alone
Im worried because im not ready to move away and my mother thinks i wont do anything with my life 🙁
That I’ll give up on myself
Me and my boyfriend have been in a bad fight for days. I wanna stand for myself but I don’t wanna lose him
There’s this girl in my school and she tells everyone that she has depression and takes antidepressants every day. I overheard her in the bathroom telling one of her friends it was all a big lie. It makes me so mad that there are people like me who actually struggle with depression and self harm and she goes and lies for attention.
I worry that soon enough I’m gonna cut to deep or take to many pills and actually survive
My friend, my best friend, is most likely moving away next year. I love her so much, and she’s helped me through a lot. I don’t know what I’m gonna do without her. She’s the only one who I can be myself around, she’s one of the only people that make me actually happy. I had a vivid dream of her falling through a crack and I couldn’t save her and I don’t know if that’s my subconscious being afraid of her moving or my subconscious fixating on the fact that I don’t know what her new environment will be like so what if she can’t handle it? I dont know anymore.
Im scared everyone will hate me if they find out
I have been battling anxiety and depression and stuff for years now and the only thing that made me happy was my boyfriend but he left me because he thought I cheated even tho I never … I’m afraid he won’t ever believe me or talk to me again or even come back to me :'( I don’t know what to do , I’m afraid I might have lost him forever because something I didn’t do :'( I wish I could talk to someone and get him to believe that I didn’t do it :'( i wish I could get him back :'(
Not living up to the person my family wants me to be. I worry about the fact that I haven’t been happy for a long time and I don’t know if I ever will be again.
Worry that my foster family will ask me to leave.
My parents comparing me to other people
I worry my life won’t work out the way I want it to.