I’m worry if keep my window open all night that someone would come in and kill me

I’m worried that when I get older, I won’t bee able to have kids, I have menstrual issues.

I wish I could switch lives with someone else

I’m constantly afraid I’ll have a panic attack, even when there is nothing to be dressed about

im worried that if i open up to much to my friends they will leave like everyone else

I’m worried that I’m not hurting enough to seek help with depression, and nobody will believe me if I tell them.

I’m locked in my basement and I’m not aloud to talk to anyone or even talk out loud. I’m never aloud to leave the basement or the house and when I try to get out or talk(maybe even to myself) I get hit.

I started flirting with a guy three years older then me who’s in foster care. We both developed feelings, but it stressed me out too much and I lost romantic feelings. His father left when he was younger, and I’m afraid he feels like I abandoned him too. I can’t deal with the guilt of it.

Last month my cat died, he was like my bestfriend he always listened to me talk about my problems and was always there to cuddle . And Im so depressed over it…

I keep having days where everything feels wrong. I haven’t been to school the last 3 days cause I told my mom I’m sick but I’m just sad. I don’t know what it means, it just keeps happening. I don’t know how to talk about it. I don’t know what it is.

I’m worried that no one will ever pick up on when I say “I’m fine” or “o no I’m tired that’s all” that I’m actually suffering and I want someone to talk to but I’m to nervous to say 🙁

I have booked an appointment to see my school counselor, & I hope she can help me through some stuff that’s on my mind right now

Boyfriend

Coming out to my family and their judgement/reactions.

I worry I have an STD because I had sex with a guy who is a player.

I’ll never figure out what I want to grow up to be.

That I won’t have a good job when I get older and will struggle in life

That my friends and family hate me

That I’ll never be able to stop cutting.

I will never get over social anxiety