I’m worried about my sexuality. I’m pretty sure I’m gay and I like a girl. A lot. I’ve only come out to two of my friends and that’s it. I’m not sure what my parents will say or think, or what others will think.
Worry Jar
My mom thinks I was drugged at school (through food) but I just think I had a mental break down and I feel like I’m going insane… It sucked but I felt good after and part of me wants that numbness again, it was scary because I didn’t think I would ever feel again but I know now it doesn’t last long and just laying in silence with my mind shut off would be the best thing ever right now
I made a mistake
I’m always sad. Even though I feel relatively happy around my friends but the minute I get home I feel like crap. Even though I’ve been showing a lot of symptoms, I can’t be depressed, right ?
I’m worried that everyone else I get close too will turn on me again.
My friend recently has tryed to kill herself and she hasn’t been in school. I worried that maybe she did!
worried about going to college… im not ready to move yet 🙁
My religious family doesn’t know that im gay
I’m so sad and idk why! I just want to be happy but for some reason I can’t. I want to recover from anorexia but I want to be stick thin. I hate this.
About going to a new school
I have OCD and sometimes it’s really hard…
I used to think I knew a lot. I do know a lot, I guess. In the sense of like reading books and doing math, im okay at it. When I think about life though, when I think about my life and just the general way the world is today I feel like an idiot and I feel pretty scared.
When ever I come home from school I lock my self in my room for the whole day, I do this because I lost all my friends every since grade 6 and I can’t talk to my mom about this anymore because she just says that I’m being shy around them…I feel alone, no one wants to be around me.
I am constantly anxious about my health and well being.
My friends talking about me.
That I will have sex when before I am ready because I really don’t want to lose my boyfriend.
Public speaking
That I will never be good enough for myself and others
That my mom won’t stop treating me bad, even if she’s drunk or not …
I worry mom and dad will be mad at me