I miss the old me. Anxiety really sucks

I think I might be Demisexual, but I have no idea how to come out when the time comes…. My school is bad enough with gay jokes- how would I explain Demisexuality?

I’m worried that I’ll never find anyone… No friends… No boyfriend because every guy that I ever dated left me because my anxiety and p.t.s.d. Was to much…and im bisexual and I’m scared to tell anyone… Cuz I’m scared they will make fun of me 🙁

That people will treat me differently if they found out I had an eating disorder. My nan treats me differently and I hate it.

I worry constantly that I can’t live up to the expectations of my parents.

I’m worried my friends aren’t really my friends. I’m paranoid it’s all some big joke and they actually hate me. I trusted them with so much I feel as if I’m annoying and the person everyone kinda tolerates to be around.

I can’t open up to the social worker. I’m scared I’ll hurt myself because I can’t tell her how I feel.

I’ve been stuck with a bet that could make me lose my only friend

My friend is depressed has OCD and anxiety I really want to help him but I don’t know how also I’ve been really depressed and I don’t know why?!

I’m worried that I’ll never have the grades my parents want me to have. My parents have tried to make me do so much with academics but I just can’t do it… And lately they’ve been trying to get me to excersize more even though I walk to and from school every day. Its making me start to question my body image

I only feel good after i cried for hours and have nothing left in me . When my breathing is heavy and im in the dark because only a half of me is down and my pain is what makes me better. I cant stand to see someone elses because i feel pain every day. I dont want anyone to start. I used to love life and smile every second now I do a fake smile so people dont worry. I have a heavy feeling in my chest but i wear a fake smile and try to hold my head up high to be diying inside

I worry way too much..

I worry that I won’t be successful in life.

is she talking behind my back

I won’t get to see my boyfriend for a while and I’m afraid he’s going to get tiered of being with me. I really love him a lot…. I’d be devestated

I’m worried that things won’t ever get better

I’m pansexual and my parents believe some people are “too young to decide if they’re gay or not”. They always say it’s fine if one of their kids are gay but they really don’t act like it. They are Christians and I’m agnostic, and I try to hint at them that I don’t believe in God, but they just reply with “you need to go to church more”. I’m scared I’ll never be able to come out, tell them my beliefs, and don’t have to worry about them judging me.

i got cheated on last night

I have no clue who I am. No one understands. At my age, it’s abnormal to know certain things, like your sexuality. I am bi, and I’m scared. I have a slight crush on this girl in my class. The problem? Homophobic brother. He’d beat the sh*t out of me if he found out! She’s only been in our school for two weeks.. She seems nice. But, also, I am good friends with three boys. One of them, my cousin, loves Terraria and teaches me loads about it. The second one is basically the same way! The third one, is dating my “best” friend. I can’t say best, after all the sh*t she’s put me through. I feel jealous of her, honestly. I needed to get that off my chest. I know someone, anyone, will see this, and they will know how I feel.

That I won’t be good enough for anyone. Not even myself…