My brother is currently being assessed for a mental illness and I am worried that this runs in my family. I worry that maybe I’m not normal either?
Worry Jar
I worry that I’ll never stop getting picked on by ALOT of people or that I’ll never get a boyfriend ever again
I’m worried that I’ll lose everyone I care about
I’m scared my best friend is going to pick her new boyfriend over me when I’ve been here forever
I blame everything on myself and i dont know why
I’m worried that I’m going to keep gaining weight. I feel like all I do is binge. I’m out of control. I hate myself.
I hate when people are mad at me
I feel terrible. I see everyone else doing so good.. And I want to be like them. Its not fair. Everyone brushes off my anxiety as “shyness” and tells me either that: 1. too young to know you’re bisexual. 2. Its “just a phase” and the biggest lie, “It will get better.” No. It will not get better. I can’t accept myself, and neither can anyone else. But im glad I have my friends, my 7/6 friends. And I just wanna grab someone and never let go, just hug forever.
school
I feel like i can’t be in my class no more because of my crush and my friends i think i have depression and anxiety because of every thing that happens in school.
I’ve been feeling a bit down ever since I got a bad mark on a Physics test in November, but when I bombed a Chemistry test I got back after Christmas, I nearly cut myself. And bombing a couple of my Midterms hasn’t helped. I always feel like I’m on eggshells in Science class. Pairing that with constant feelings of inadequacy, plus extracurriculars mean I always feel tired. I know, lots of people have it way worse, but just because other people have worse problems doesn’t mean that mine aren’t legitimate. But still: How does one constantly feel like they don’t measure up and like they’re invisible when they test among the top 99.6% of people their age in North America?
I feel like such a horrible friend. I can’t keep a secret
That my “friend” is trying to ruin a relationship with a boy I really like behind my back.
I have an eating disorder, and I’m going through a growth spurt. I can’t help but binge, and its killing me inside.
i tell my friends im sad and i dont feel good about myself and they think its a joke and say “same” or ” me too” or they just move past the subject. and its really hard when you have no one to talk to.
Money
I feel like I always do the wrong thing during social situations
I trust no one. There is literally so much pressure on my heart
School is just around the corner and my stress and angseity is starting to kick in again
I’m afraid I have too much love to give and it scares people. I care too much, about everyone and everything and I guess to some pexpletive that can be scary. I don’t want to be scary.