It’s been only a year or two that I somehow gained conciousness. Like I’m no longer a mindless zombie going through a routine. I have thoughts and feelings and worries, and a lot of them. I don’t know what to do with them all. It seems like it’s been so long since I’ve been happy for over a week straight that it seems like it’s all I know. I don’t like change at all, so I don’t know if I want it to stop. It’s almost like it’s all I’ve ever known, how do I just be happy?

I’m worried that I won’t finish my chem homework in time. I get really anxious when I’m not organized or punctual and I have no idea what I’m doing.

I am scared that my grandma will judge me for being bisexual

Not communicating with my daughter about her lack of affection-she doesn’t’ like my hugs anymore. I worry she will be “cold” when she is an adult.

I worry that I will end up with a man when really I am know I am a lesbian.

That I could’ve prevented my best friend’s suicide

My future

Disappointing my friends, parents, and my boyfriend because I am a terrible person

I hate how people say being gay is just a phase

When my mom always misunderstands me and she gets angry all the time

Everyone in my class got invited to a birthday party but me and I am worried about being accepted by my classmates I don’t think I am because no one every talks or sits next to me and I am always left out

my class will find out why I was actually in hospital

Work is stressing me out. It’s nice to have extra money but having a job makes me feel really adult, and while that’s good sometimes the idea of growing up scares me.

I worry that I will be alone forever and will never find those close true friends I always wish I had..

I’m just not myself anymore 🙁 I lost interest in everything

Before I go places I’m always anxious that I will get dizzy or overwhelmed while I’m there.

I hate my anxiety. I refuse to take my meications because they make me feel like a zombie and thats not who I wannt to be. A dra is my medicine.. it helps me do my daily activities not completly anxiety – less but I feel myself . I worry that my anxiety will never go away I strugle every morning to get up and I always wake up crying for no reason. If I have a dra im able to pull myself together, I dont like to be dependent on it but its what helps me best and I worry that ill never be able to just wake up with a smile for once and go on about my day without it. I dont ever crave for it but when im depressed or anxious I cant calm down without it and im so easy to trigger into being anxious or depressed because my mind is always so jumble with memories and I take everything to heart. Its so hard to juggle everything in my life. Eveyday is another obtscle to set me back a step

Why this app doesn’t have any information on gender identity….

This is less so a worry and more of a hope for the future. To anyone who is struggling i want you to know that you are beautiful , amazing, strong people and you will overcome these difficulties! I myself struggle with anxiety and depression and i know what it feels like to feel i have no purpose, but everyday i remind myself of the great things i have accomplished and the great things i will accomplish in the future. I am NOT a waste of space and i will continue to strive and to find new ways for myself and my peers to feel more comfortable in their own skin. Everyone deserves to be happy, everyone deserves friends, and everyone deserves a support system. You all can and will accomplish amazing things!! You are amazing!! Dont forget that 🙂

That I’ll be a “loner” forever.