I’m scared to loose friends

I just got out of the hospital from a suicide attempt and since my life has impossibly gotten worse. I am afraid of losing people, but lately I’ve been losing so much.

School, friends, brothers.

My parents hate each other and I hate being around them.

That I am going to fail myself and my family.

That when my ex texted me after almost a year I’ll develop feelings again.

That my bone infection will come back and kill me

I’m worried about starting a new school today, I’ve make a few mistakes over the weekend and I’m scared I’m going to get looked at differently

That I might start having panic attacks

About my depression, and that maybe liking being alone isn’t okay.

That everyone will continue ignoring me.

I Feel Like Everything Is My Fault, Knowing That My Best Isn’t Good Enough.

I have anxiety

That I’ll never be able to escape fake messages telling me to kill myself

I worry that I will end up with no friends

I’m plus size….. No guy would ever want me

I used to be so smart in high school, now I’m in university and I’m dealing with anemia, and epilepsy. I feel like I’m going to pass out and get bad headaches everyday. I work really hard on my school work but sometimes I just feel like my health problems prevent me from putting my total attention on it. I failed two midterms, the first two tests I ever failed in my life, and I’m just so afraid that I won’t pass the courses. I worry I’m not smart enough.

I worry that my parents are going to move our family to a new town so my dad can get a better job and I won’t be able to make new friends because I already can’t make friends in the town I live now

I’m worried the boy I like will replace me

My boyfriend flirts with other people but Denys that he does when I talk to him about it and I’m scared I’m going to lose him.