school is just so stressful, I’m doing well, but I just feel so over whelmed. And even when i get amazing marks in every subject, I feel like a failure.

Sometimes I just feel sad, and I feel like my friends aren’t my real friends, and that I’ll never find someone to love, and that I’ll have nothing to do now since my favourite show ended 3 days ago.. I don’t know. I also “like” my best friend but I know she doesn’t like me back.. I’m a boy.

im in love with this guy.. and he lives 7 hours away. and im afraid that it wont work out and he will find someone better, someone without depression or anxiety and less problems..

Bf smoking weed

I’ve started self-harming again and I’m terrified some one will find out.

That i will be afraid to go out in public because im scared something will happen to me, im letting my hypcondria take over 🙁 i dont know how to stop it!

I fear that the cult of Social Justice will poison this world, and that none will dare retaliate…..

So, right now all the few friends,or should I even call them friends,I have left are hanging out together, having a great time, they don’t know that I know this. They say we’re friends, but they never treat me like one, the never invite me to hang out with them they never text me, and the never include me in any conversations. like really what kind of best friends are they? They know my other friend group dumped me, so why so rude. I have social problems I can never ask people to hang out or anything, and I don’t know why. The one time I got the nerves to ask them to come over they made excuses to say no. That completely crushed me. I wish I had a real friend, I had one and then I moved away from her. And I also really need to talk to someone, they would be the perfect people but nope, I really need to tell someone about my problems like I really think I have ADHD or something like that but I have no one to talk to and also I am really in love with this guy, like rrrreeeaaallllllllyyyyyy in love with him, but once again, no one to talk to. I have no clue what is wrong with me, I am pretty, athletic, and kinda smart but nobody likes me and I just want to lock my self up and hide forever. And one more thing if you are reading this and think you might be doing this to someone, then stop it, do those hundreds of thousands of people a favour and be their friend. Please.

Will I feel better?

I’m back to questioning my gender, I think I’m genderfluid? But most day I feel like a guy so am I trans? I don’t understand what’s going on in my head.

I feel like ill never get friends everyday i feel left out To things in school

I want to tell my mom about my mental health issues but I’m too scared of what would happen next.

I’m afraid of judgement of others , i’m going to therapy but i’m still afraid no one will believe that i have anxiety.

I’m worried that no one will believe how much I’m hurting and brush it off as attention seeking or lies

That my “friends” talk about me when I am not there.

That my best friend has read my texts and knows I have talked about her.

I try to act funny and cool I guess around my crush but turns out I just look and sound plain stupid…

I’m worried about everything and everyone except myself

That I will never have a boyfriend

Everything