I’m worried that my parents will find out that they are the reason I’m depressed, that I cut; and how truly terrified I am of myself.
Worry Jar
I want to tell my mom im a lesbian but she is homophobic
i think i was abused but i dont want to tell anyone
I’m scared that when i meet my moms new boyfriend, he’s going to be a jerk. Her previous boyfriend didn’t believe that lgbt people should have rights and that mentally ill people should just get over themselves. I can’t go through that again.
I don’t know if what my dad does is emotional abuse. He yells at me, he curses at me, he blames me for things I didn’t do, and it’s usually because he’s “stressed”. Like, man, I get stressed too but I don’t go around punching walls, breaking tvs, and making my kids cry. Then the other side of him comes out where hes cuddly and lovey and says sorry and that he’s an idiot. And then part of me forgives him and I hate it, and I hate thinking that maybe that is emotional abuse because I love him still. I don’t know.
I’m at a loss… I have no friends they are gone!! And I am afraid of school! I am on the edge if life!! I don’t wanna die! But I don’t wanna live, I need help! Somebody help me
My best friend and only friend treats me horribly
Not being able to find someone to love me. Everyone I had so far ran away. Left me for life or dead.
My parents won’t let me go to my grad parties and I will look like a loser.
Deciding on a Career I must do for the rest of my life.
Depression
That my bone infection will come back and kill me
I’m worried about starting a new school today, I’ve make a few mistakes over the weekend and I’m scared I’m going to get looked at differently
That I might start having panic attacks
About my depression, and that maybe liking being alone isn’t okay.
That everyone will continue ignoring me.
I Feel Like Everything Is My Fault, Knowing That My Best Isn’t Good Enough.
I have anxiety
That I’ll never be able to escape fake messages telling me to kill myself
I worry that I will end up with no friends