I’m locked in my basement and I’m not aloud to talk to anyone or even talk out loud. I’m never aloud to leave the basement or the house and when I try to get out or talk(maybe even to myself) I get hit.
Worry Jar
I’m interested in a guy but he doesn’t know I’m deppresed… What if he sees my scars and starts to hate me..
i think i might kill myself before something good happens to me .. but nothing good ever happens
I keep having days where everything feels wrong. I haven’t been to school the last 3 days cause I told my mom I’m sick but I’m just sad. I don’t know what it means, it just keeps happening. I don’t know how to talk about it. I don’t know what it is.
I’m worried that no one will ever pick up on when I say “I’m fine” or “o no I’m tired that’s all” that I’m actually suffering and I want someone to talk to but I’m to nervous to say 🙁
I have booked an appointment to see my school counselor, & I hope she can help me through some stuff that’s on my mind right now
Boyfriend
Coming out to my family and their judgement/reactions.
I worry I have an STD because I had sex with a guy who is a player.
I’ll never figure out what I want to grow up to be.
That I won’t have a good job when I get older and will struggle in life
That my friends and family hate me
That I’ll never be able to stop cutting.
I will never get over social anxiety
I worry my parents won’t understand how bad my anxiety is and will just say I’m full of crap
Feeling like I’m not worthy of anything anymore. I’ve lost all hope
My Depression is going to win
My whole family calls me fat and they have given me a poor body image
I’m scared of growing up, I don’t want to be alone.
Im worried my social anxiety is going to be the reason I fail this summer