Never being what anyone wants, is this as good as it gets? Suicide. Friends? Girlfriend?

I have made mistakes and I worry people will forever judge me because of them.

I worry; that I’m gonna ruin my happiness once again, I do it all the time. I have a boyfriend who means everything to me; I’ve had struggled with depression, self-harm and suicidal thoughts in the past. I’m on the road to recovery, it’s a long hard road and if i slip back into my depression.. I may just end it.

I’ll fail out of highschool because my mental illness really stops me from going to school. The education system doesn’t get that

I worry about everyone up and leaving my life, like I’m not good enough

You’ll never be perfect as your friends

Everything

I don’t know why everything is blamed on me

Life is stressful and hard and sometimes I don’t know how to deal with it all.

The end of the world.

People just assume you are lazy when your marks drop by more than 15% in school in not even 2 months, did you ever think i struggle with just trying to live and that comes before my marks?

Literally nervous about almost everything

I’m sick and tired of my parents telling me what cant say to them and then they turn around and say it all back to me! If they want me to treat them good, they should do the same to me!

Forever alone

That my parents won’t accept me when/if I ever come out as a transboy, or an athiest. We always argue because they don’t want their only daughter to be a boy because I asked to cut my hair. I wish they’d understand the burning hatred I have for my body and femininity.

My marks are getting really low and I’m studying and trying really hard but nothings working, then when I look back over my test I see that I made the simplest mistakes. The only reason most of my marks are 75 or more is because of assignments but what happens when teachers stop giving assignments?

I’m failing a class. I study and make notes but I just fail the test. I can’t remember anything and I’m really stressed out.

My best friend and I get in fights sometimes and she gets really rude. Whenever I try to confront her or talk about it she avoids me. So we never work out or problems and she refuses to talk about anything or be wrong so everything keeps building up and I can’t handle it. She always makes it out to be my fault when It rarely is! I just don’t know what to do anymore.

I really like this girl in my class and i think she likes me but im not sure. How do i know if she likes me or not?

I have a girlfriend right now, but I think I’m falling for another girl… I love my current girlfriend, like I really really care about her but I don’t know if I want to still be in a relationship with her or this other girl I’m falling for. I’m a lesbian by the way. See my girlfriend right now lives across the province from me and the girl I’m falling for is in my school. I just don’t like long distance relationships. What should I do? I’m totally lost and I dot know what to do.