My gender identity is something I’ve thought a lot about. I live in a small town where people wouldn’t really understand. I’ve told my parents and a few close friends but the thought of coming out to everyone scares me and I think about it so much I sometimes wanna crawl under my covers and never leave.
Worry Jar
I’m worried people will treat me differently if they find out about my depression
(sorry for my english i live in Europe) So the past 2 weeks or so, i have slowly decided to eat less/almost nothing, the only thing i ate was dinner and a little amount of lunch, and after lunch i tried to throw up several times, no success doe. Everytime i go past a mirror i think i’m ugly or fat. I think about food and how terrible food is all the time….I really don’t know what to do.(male)
Not knowing who I am and being too easily influenced and pressured. I have no limits as to what to do because I don’t care about anything so I don’t care about what I do.
That I won’t get a job this year and won’t be able to go to grad because I can’t afford it.
I worry I might be getting depressed? But I am not sure? Nothing is fun anymore, I don’t look forward to things, it’s been going on for a few weeks now. I’m I?
I worry about talking to people because I’m really shy, I self harm and I have extreme depression.
My best friend always hangs out with other people and not me anymore…. -.-
That I will never be good enough for anyone and while my friends move on in life I will be stuck here with depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts
One day I’ll fail a test
Everyone in my class got invited to a birthday party but me and I am worried about being accepted by my classmates I don’t think I am because no one every talks or sits next to me and I am always left out
my class will find out why I was actually in hospital
Work is stressing me out. It’s nice to have extra money but having a job makes me feel really adult, and while that’s good sometimes the idea of growing up scares me.
I worry that I will be alone forever and will never find those close true friends I always wish I had..
I’m just not myself anymore 🙁 I lost interest in everything
Before I go places I’m always anxious that I will get dizzy or overwhelmed while I’m there.
I hate my anxiety. I refuse to take my meications because they make me feel like a zombie and thats not who I wannt to be. A dra is my medicine.. it helps me do my daily activities not completly anxiety – less but I feel myself . I worry that my anxiety will never go away I strugle every morning to get up and I always wake up crying for no reason. If I have a dra im able to pull myself together, I dont like to be dependent on it but its what helps me best and I worry that ill never be able to just wake up with a smile for once and go on about my day without it. I dont ever crave for it but when im depressed or anxious I cant calm down without it and im so easy to trigger into being anxious or depressed because my mind is always so jumble with memories and I take everything to heart. Its so hard to juggle everything in my life. Eveyday is another obtscle to set me back a step
Why this app doesn’t have any information on gender identity….
This is less so a worry and more of a hope for the future. To anyone who is struggling i want you to know that you are beautiful , amazing, strong people and you will overcome these difficulties! I myself struggle with anxiety and depression and i know what it feels like to feel i have no purpose, but everyday i remind myself of the great things i have accomplished and the great things i will accomplish in the future. I am NOT a waste of space and i will continue to strive and to find new ways for myself and my peers to feel more comfortable in their own skin. Everyone deserves to be happy, everyone deserves friends, and everyone deserves a support system. You all can and will accomplish amazing things!! You are amazing!! Dont forget that 🙂
That I’ll be a “loner” forever.