I’ve started self-harming again and I’m terrified some one will find out.

That i will be afraid to go out in public because im scared something will happen to me, im letting my hypcondria take over 🙁 i dont know how to stop it!

I fear that the cult of Social Justice will poison this world, and that none will dare retaliate…..

So, right now all the few friends,or should I even call them friends,I have left are hanging out together, having a great time, they don’t know that I know this. They say we’re friends, but they never treat me like one, the never invite me to hang out with them they never text me, and the never include me in any conversations. like really what kind of best friends are they? They know my other friend group dumped me, so why so rude. I have social problems I can never ask people to hang out or anything, and I don’t know why. The one time I got the nerves to ask them to come over they made excuses to say no. That completely crushed me. I wish I had a real friend, I had one and then I moved away from her. And I also really need to talk to someone, they would be the perfect people but nope, I really need to tell someone about my problems like I really think I have ADHD or something like that but I have no one to talk to and also I am really in love with this guy, like rrrreeeaaallllllllyyyyyy in love with him, but once again, no one to talk to. I have no clue what is wrong with me, I am pretty, athletic, and kinda smart but nobody likes me and I just want to lock my self up and hide forever. And one more thing if you are reading this and think you might be doing this to someone, then stop it, do those hundreds of thousands of people a favour and be their friend. Please.

Will I feel better?

I’m back to questioning my gender, I think I’m genderfluid? But most day I feel like a guy so am I trans? I don’t understand what’s going on in my head.

I’m afraid I’ll never be able to be myself. I’ll never be able to come out and have people use the right pronouns and id be happy. What if that never happens? What if I’m just always too afraid to say “I’m not a girl”? Will I be unhappy forever?

I’m depressed and sad all the time, it’s not because of bullying…it’s because of friends. You know someone your whole life and shared secrets with them, then they just completely ignore you. Well ever since last summer my best friend I knew ever since I was 4 …goes and lies to me, talks about me behind my back, and ignore me. Idk what to do because all the other friends I had stoped talking to me to.

My girlfriend might lose feelings for me

Being accepted because I’m gay.

That my dad will die of alcoholism.

I want to ask for help but I’m afraid my parents will brush it off and say theres nothing wrong with me, or I’ll be called an attention seeker.

Passing my midterms

That my best friend will find out I’m having sex with her brother

I worry that I won’t pass my exams and I’ll make my parents disappointed

I worry that people will judge me if/when they find out about my bipolar disorder.

I’m worried about my exam grades and how my parents will react

That my friend doesn’t trust me.

That I’ll disapoint my parents and the people that believe in me

Failing high school